Val

i dunno wat else to say...
the only word tat pops up to my brain rite now...
is sorry
i'm sorry...

i noe i'm nt really a gd fren to u...
n i tend to say alot of things to others without thinking...
n without even realising tat i've juz spilled the beans bout something...
i make up excuses...
n seemed to be contradicting...

however...
i did nt treat u at all like a bloody fool...
nt in the past...
n will nt in the future too...
trust me on this...
juz once...

something is happening...
without the both of us realising it...
i can tell u this to ur face...
or through the phone...
however...
i chose to do it here...
partly coz of wanting to reply to tat post u did for me...

i dunno wat the future will be for us...
perhaps i'll do even more things to make u buay tahan me...
or maybe i'll forever disappear from ur life...
however...
i juz want to cherish the present...
the small hope tat i still carry...
tat things will be bac to the past again...
to the happy times we had...



thank you for being my friend...
n always there to cheer me up...
i loved those theories tat u will always share wif me...
n those news tat only the two of us will care so much bout in the past...
u still owes me tat 1 french fry!! xD


the french fry tat enabled us to become sisters...

life is full of misery
u noe y??
coz we can't take stress...
we are too pampered by our family...


if life can be much simpler...
without stress of life...
will tat be perfect??

i dun desire for much...
juz let me be happy...
n let me not to be alone again...


the feeling of being alone is really really scary...
n i can't take it anymore...
i believe all this will be over...
but when??


i hope the storm will be over soon...
n let me see the light again...

'the calm before the storm'

as said by wanen...

i miss my childhood

it was so magical

so so magical

all until...

tat wicked witch took it all away...




i had lost the love of my family

all tat i had ever wanted to have

the wicked witch wrecked my childhood

in a way i never ever would have imagined





n now it had followed me to my teens...

when will it stop following me???

or will it be a curse tat lasts forever??


i hope tat the storm will end sooner...

n let me see the grass at the other side again...