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Busy, busy, busy!

And suffering from EXTREME moodswings.

Crying and laughing seems to be a norm to me all in one days time.

sigh...

Pray, let it be found. Please.

'It's not your fault, you did your best!'
Ever had pple saying this to you?
I wonder if it's to comfort or just an excuse to make you feel worse.

Nobody ever defined BEST for you.
Personally, i feel that there is no BEST.
Because human wants are endless, we are greedy pple.

For eg,
a genius in your class scored 99/100 for some paper,
and yet he's unhappy about his results.
That's coz he expected nothing less than 100.
And miserable you scored 55/100 but that's your BEST, where's the fairness in that?
55= BEST for you, 99= genius unhappy.

I dunno.
Maybe it just goes to show that definition of BEST is different for different pple.
Guess which one i am?
The miserable one.

Soar up high and fly away.

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Stupid PI.

BOO~~~~

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没期望, 就不会失望了吧?

有时候, 我真不明白为何人生如此不公平.

Was looking at pon and zi pictures,
and i gotta say,
this is my all time favourite.


OMG,
this is soooo cute.
haha
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Went back Css to collect my testimonial yesterday,
and i find it funny that teachers seems to think i'm an optimistic girl.
Hmm...
perhaps i just express myself this way.
But everybody knows what a lie that was.

I wonder if i can even survive through JC nowadays.
Like i've been flunking almost every test i've took till now.
Demoralised, completely.
T.T

Chem and maths test nxt wk,
I need some motivation.
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Dancing in the rain, that's what i feel like doing now.
Releasing my inner most feeling without a care in the world.
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I wonder how long this feeling will last.
Get rid of it.

Someone,
help me understand the definition.
Definition of love.

Caught Confessions Of A Shopaholic after school today.
I thought the movie was pretty ok,
at least it made me laugh.
LOL.
Although i must confess, the book was better.
;]

This days, things are just not going well for me.
I hope this bleak days will pass by soon
and let me get back on track.

Stay true to yourself, no matter what.
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Let it rain, and wash my tears away.

Another day, same routine and it goes on and on and on...

Oh ya,
received back GP and DRQ test.
I should really concentrate on studies har.

Like what's wrong with me nowadays?
I tend to tone out COMPLETELY what the teacher is saying.
And i feel so bad for econs lesson today. =/

Not that i didn't want to listen,
just that my mind will somehow wander off somewhere.
STOP IT!

Dun think about anything else but the things on your hands.
I need to work hard.
MUG~~~~!!!!

Stop feeling demoralised.
You know it doesn't help anything.


I need some motivation. =[

xoxo
zy

At the end, you think of the beginning. says:
i dunno
im feeling confused and irritated though there is like no reason at all
think i can only find inner peace when this cip thing is settled
zero social life says:
hahahaha so SPIRITUAL!!! inner peace...hm....(inhale...exhale....)


LOL.
I found it funny.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Aurgh! I hate sch!!!! =[
Like sch is so so so miserable.
I was counting the no. of stops before reaching sch on the bus today and dreading it.
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And the cip is killing me
I wonder why did i even want this position.
BOO~~~

The only joy i had today was the KINDERJOY that zhiwen gave me.
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Ever had those times where a small little thing can make you happy for ages??
That's how i felt when she passed it to me.
Coz it made me feel like somebody actually cared.

Hate the stress that i'm giving myself.
oh ya, another stupid thing.
PW.

I need a break.
Today's only the 1st day of sch.
AURGH!

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you
don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you
wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

I think its so true!!!
Gosh, i really need to start on my work now. =x

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I realised that i love the sky LOTS.
LOL.
Not sure why as well but a clear blue sky with fluffy clouds makes me feel happy.
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And i'm abit addicted to blogging.
HAHA
Wonder how long it will last.
Perhaps only till tmr?
Coz sch starts tmr and its gonna be busy, busy and BUSY after which.
:((
Aurgh,
hate this sudden mood swing.


I really hope the teacher-in-charge can get back to me soon,
I wanna go GERMANY!!!
Or anywhere actually,
just felt like going overseas to take a break from this suffocation.


This march hol. was actually pretty useless.
3 days of guzheng camp was enough to get rid of my entire holiday.
I totally can't wait for JC life to be over soon.
PERSEVERE!!!!

xoxo
ZY :]

Brand new beginning, a new start. =)

A huge burden off my shoulders,
a new lesson learnt.

Often, i wonder when the next hurdle will come
and whether we will be able to jump over it.
I guess, till now, that was the greatest unhappiness we had.
Scars are left behind, but i hope memories can erase them.

Pray, that was the last time.
Pray, that eternity is ours now.
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Gosh, i can't believe how FAST time passes.
Sch is gonna start in 2 days time. =(((
I still have LOADS of hw, studies to catch up on etc.
And it all falls on tmr.

I wonder how i'm gonna complete everything.
BOO~~~~

Prioritise and stop procrastinating!!!!!!!
Jiayou!
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