Fold a thousand cranes.

.......and make a wish.

They say that nothing is impossible.
But there is.
You can't bring a dead man back, you can't bring what's lost back and you can't not pretend to move on.
Because life waits for no one.

What makes me sad, is that human beings can only do so much.
And what's left, is to hope for the best.
It's demoralising.

I think the only thing i've gained, is how much i cherish what i've lost.
I really hope that things will be the way my parents said.

I want to believe in being strong when everything seems wrong.
I want my inner happiness to run so deep that nothing can disturb it.
I really do.

But more often than not, i falter at the slightest failure.
I despise myself.
For letting fear, judgement, lack of confidence and determination to run my life.
I really want to succeed, but something inside me is holding me back and i can't surpass it.

I've been trying , every single day.
But i can't get past myself.
And that's what determines a failure.

Doomed. By myself.

Out of time.

Running out of time.
Swearing off computer for some time, and i mean it.

Once and for all.
Work your ass off for 10 mths.
Enjoy yourself after.

Remember, you only have one shot at this.
Don't regret.

Till then,
xoxo
Zhongyun.

Maybe, true love exists.

The notebook.
Such a touching story.
I think everyone wants a love like them.
And maybe, everyone will experience true love.
As long as you believe in it.
Love, forever and ever.
<3

<3 how bright and happy the sunflower looks :)

Started CIP today at TTSH.
It was truly an experience.
Communicating with the patients was pretty tough.
Some of them were not even bothered with us, but we can understand.
How good can you feel if you are sick and bored lying in a hospital bed all day?

One of the patient left a particularly strong influence on me when we chatted during our slot.
I shouldn't elaborate on her life story here, but i realised,
It's only when you know how blessed and lucky you are, that's when you start to cherish.

It's bad of me to build my happiness on other's misfortune.
But, i guess that's how humans feel better about themselves and start to look at the things they have, instead of whining about the things they don't have.
Not saying i will suddenly change and adopt a 360 degrees positive attitude,
BUT, i will try.
:)

Anw, we had this Beauty documentary during our GP lesson on tues.
And, i truly think beauty is skin deep.
People emphasizes too much on external beauty when its the inner that lasts.
Not saying beauty isn't impt.
It's impt, especially to a girl in this look-reliant century.
BUT, beauty is only a visa to success, it expires.
So being reliant on beauty will only make you lose out in the long run.
Simply coz, everyone will grow old and lose their beauty someday.
Be who you are, accept yourself, do smth if you are not satisfied but do not overly obsess over beauty.
It's not worth it.

Ok, that being said.
I'm pretty tired.
My march hols is totally gonna be taken up by mugging, hist test and gz camp.
AWWWWWW.
:(

Till then,
Zy <3

Daddy's coming back!

Daddy's coming back tmr!
Sweet. Can't wait. :)

A levels results tmr.
Wonder how did last yr's hist cohort do.
Anw, just wanna wish goodluck to all those receiving results!
Hope they get the result they deserved.

Can't imagine in exactly 1 yrs time, i'll be the one taking results.
=/

So disappointed today.
sad :(

Nvm, tmr will be a better day!
Till then,
TATA! :)