Heart to Heart

So, this will be a wordy post.
Emotional? Maybe.
Sentimental? Maybe.
Truthful and from the bottom of my heart? Definitely.

I'm gonna let my secret out....
*Take a deep breath*
I want to fall in love.
Deeply and passionately.

Honestly, i cannot imagine myself in love or being together with a guy.
Considering how little guy friends i have and how awkward i get around guys,
I would say it'll be a miracle if i can get attached.

But, wanting and actually getting something are always 2 separate issue.
Recently, i've been thinking it would be nice to love and be loved.
Maybe i'm tired of singlehood, or maybe i've been feeling really empty recently,
i want to experience the feeling of being in a relationship.

Girls dream to be business women, lawyers or doctors.
Successful people.
But my dream has always been to marry early.
HAHA
Not saying i want to be a housewife but i feel that it's nice to be married and start a family.

I wonder when will my love come along.

P.S On a side note, this post sounds so cheesy. HAHA
But i really feel it'll be a great feeling to be in love.
:)

Dizzy with Happiness!

I'm spinning, dizzy and bursting with Happiness!!!
:)))

I GOT OFFERS FROM ALL 3 UNIVERSITES !
WOOTS!

NUS- FASS
NTU- Mass Comm
SMU- Bachelor of Social Sci

:))))

SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!

AHHHH! ^^

Life's Good. ;)

Unexpected.

Life can be crazily unexpected at times.
Like how it is now, i'm working at where the big bad wolf is again.
-.-

Honestly, i think i am crazy.
And i have been struggling with the reasons why i made the choice to stay.



maybe it's coz of the pple there?
Everyone's nice there, except for the big bad wolf.

But, everyone's leaving as well.
And in it's place, new colleagues will come.
I've been feeling lonely ever since dear Meng Li left for good.
Things are not the same anymore, even though i've stayed.
I miss her.

Why do we miss a person? It's either because we realised that we never treasured the moments when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again.
Or we were too happy around them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the idea of having them around.

I really wish that i can turn back time.
They say, you never do realise how magical a moment is till it becomes a memory.
Perfect words that describes my feelings now.

I hope i made the right decision and things will turn out for the best.
Fingers-Crossed!

That aside, none of the local Universities have offered me a place yet.
All this waiting is making me panicky,
Afterall, my results wasn't that good.


:(

Hopefully, an offer will come soon.

xoxo,
Zy

Forward.

Hello! This space seems so foreign to me now, have not updated it for sooo long.
Hee.

Anw, life has been a crazy ride so far.
I've quit my current job, last day is this wed.
I've learnt a lot from this job and met so many nice colleagues. :)
It's an experience i'll never forget.
But i guess, there's an end to everything and since i've decided to resign, there's no looking back.

Honestly, i've yet to find another job after this.
And i have no idea what to do with all the spare time i'll soon be having.
=/

I'll be going taiwan in MAY!
:)
Woots~
Can't wait! Hopefully, it'll be a fun fun trip.

Till then,
Zy