Inferiority

Today, i realised something.
It took me so long, or perhaps deep down i've always known it but i've never confronted it straight.
So, i'm just gonna announce it: I have an inferiority complex and it's the root to all my problems.
Maybe, if i'm comfortable in my own skin, i'll be more confident.
I'll feel secure without needing to please others.
I won't fake happiness for others, i'll genuinely be happy for them.
I won't envy others, because i'll be secure with everything i have.
I will take failure in stride, because i know i'm good enough to try again and there's something better for me out there.
And i won't need to constantly compete with others and be better than them, just to make myself feel worthy.
I won't look down on others just to make myself feel better.

I think, i've really reached my last straw.
Can't believe i'll say this.

I'm officially tired of myself.