两年了

一转眼
两年了
两年前的我们，已经不在了
剩下的，只有满满的回忆

已经好久没这么sentimental了
今晚，就让我怀念一下吧
就算，只剩下我一人，怀念那回不来的时光

人，总是以为一切都会一样
日复日，年复年
但，时间却证明
日子天天过，但是人却一直变

在一个variable多过constant的世界
能有几个constant呢？
特别是人，多么希望每个在我心里刻下脚印的是constants
2016年却证明，那只是天真的想法

谢谢今年在我人生出现的人
谢谢两年前的你们

现在，就让一切归回回忆吧

#NUS#HISTORYCOHORT2015

Sick 3

So... I fell sick again.
LOL I think I should create a tag just for my illnesses this year.
I have never fell sick so often and in so many ways till I started working here zzz
And, like usual, I got 2 days MC.
6 days worth of MC this FY, good job ZY.

This time, I got viral fever.
Had a mild fever on Tues night and surprisingly it went down within the evening.
But reared it's ugly head in the form of a rash on my hands, arms and feet.
It was red and spotty and itchy.
I thought it was HFMD at first, coz only on my hands and feet.
But there were no ulcers in my mouth hmm...

Anw, if I write down the number of different ways I was sick this year, I could publish a book LOL
Including the probs with my teeth and gum ulcers tsk.
I really should take better care of my health.

Have decided, from Dec onwards and till next year, I am going to work on me.
This year, 2016, has been a learning process in terms of relationships and meeting all sorts of guys bad for me.
I have had enough, no more.

For what's left and about to come,
I am going to focus just on 3 things:

1) My Health 

2) Career (new job and career I'm going to embark on) 

3) Loving and building on the people that loves me

 Timeline to get new job --> By June next year.

In the meantime, I need to stop engaging in self-sabotage and find avenues to develop myself.
For my work, I'm going to try and find avenues for presentations.

Jiayou ZY, you can do this.

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Really enjoyed this acoustic cover of 'Still Into You' by Ashley Tisdale. 

Someday, my love will look at me the way the 2 of them look at each other. :)<3 p="">

Big Family Day Out Carnival'16

BOOYAH~

Haven't been updating this space in agesss

I'm back from Japan and it was an epically COLD trip lol.

There were so many photos taken (like 900+) and videos and I am kinda lazy to upload them haha

But it was a fun trip

Best part was USJ, I LOVE IT ~

Harry Potter world was so magical and I LOVE THE ROLLER COASTER

They have music blasting out and we took it at sunset, the view was so gorgeous. 

Ok, this post wasn't supposed to be Japan... I'll leave it to another time if I feel like updating hahaha

Anw! Ytd was the BFDO carnival day, after 1.5 months of busy coordination and liaising with vendors with Kendrick.

The above pic was the highlight of the day - photobooth with Minister Lim Swee Say 

How many people takes photobooth with ministers! 

HAHAHA YAY so lucky.

But, the crowd for the day was so little, I felt so bad for the vendors.

And indeed, today one of them wrote in to complain and demand for refund. 

=/

Shall see what the main organising comm says.

And today, I did a video interview and it was soooo horrible, terrible, vegetable. 

Omg, I think the person seeing it tmr will think it is a joke LOL

Hahaha I was literally laughing at myself when I did it. 

Sigh.

Nvm, treat it as a learning experience. 

Shall start preparing and working hard for future interviews. 

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Although I was half expecting it, I was kinda surprised the guy I met on Coffee Meets Bagel actually came down ytd.

We had lunch and I thought it went ok haha

But... he always give off mixed signals

Is like he doesn't really chat?? We didn't talk at all for 4 days till he came down ytd.

And it was me who initiated zzzz

And after texting ytd, we stopped again. 

ZZZZ 

I take it all as RED FLAGSSS

Inconsistency = HUGE red flag. 

Hahaha I say till I am like some dating guru LOL 

When I am super inexperienced =x

Oh well.

It'll come when it comes, and I'll know it.

In the meantime, I'm gonna continue doing me.