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Monday, March 27, 2017

好男人

Went out with HuiMin and her bf and her friends on Sat...
We went to sing K and it was a kinda weird combination haha
And had dinner after... was quite fun, it was the first time i spent time with HuiMin outside of work.
In a way, our friendship also started quite oddly.
I can't rmb when we became friends to be honest lol
I only rmb we had a convo during FOCC outing in Dec last yr, when she was a volunteer and she mentioned she wanna intro some friends to me LOL
Nevertheless, I'm glad I made a friend in HuiMin :)
It's really rare, ever since HJ left, I've been pretty miserable...
It's kinda rare to find someone you can click, and we have a lot of similarities.
She's a Gemini baby too, 2 days after me! But she is 2 years older.

The most memorable thing was when we were at Victoria Secret
And when HM and S were away buying bombshell, her bf and I were waiting outside
He asked me what's my plans for the future? Coz I said I am saving up
I asked him back, and without even skipping a beat, he said:

To start a family with Huimin.
At that moment, I was surprised for a second. To hear someone say something so definitely, without any tinge of hesitation. That's true commitment.
I guess... I've seen too many bad guys? That to meet a good guy actually takes me by surprise.
But there are, HD is one. HM's bf is one.
And he is not just nice to HM but to her friends as well. Throughout the whole afternoon/night, he was concerned over whether I am ok/feel awkward? And makes convo.
Haha kindness and genuineness, that's the most impt trait I am looking for.
I guess, I'll just have to keep believing.

Really happy for HuiMin. :)
钟韵认可哦 哈哈哈


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不知什么时候,我才能完全放下。
一場靈魂相知相識卻終難成同行伴侶的愛戀,永遠是最淒美的情歌故事。

Monday, March 20, 2017

Turning into a Work Zombie

My mum called me at work today, which is kinda rare (we message but seldom call)
And the reason she called was to ask me if i buying cake.
Throughout the whole conversation, I was thinking: 'Why is she calling about cakes?'

It only dawned on me after I was about to make my way to Orchard...
Today is my mum's birthday. 

The convo below with HuiMin sums up my entire dialogue within:


HAHAHA
started using telegram recently and the stickers are so cuteeee~
Bought Rive Gauche Strawberry Shortcake back to celebrate my mum birthday.
Can't believe she is 51, as I age, sometimes I forget my parents are aging too.

Life hasn't been the best to me recently
I feel like my anxieties are back, mostly due to work stress
which affects my physical health. 
I feel like a pampered little girl who can't take stress at times, when I am really trying my best to adapt
Maybe I shld just admit it, I'm not happy here and stop being so afraid to take a leap of faith

Perhaps the best thing this month, is meeting Pang. 
The first 3 months of 2017 has been a whirlwind, with people entering and leaving my life within days/weeks. 
JJ, David, YL, Mr Blue.
Through it all, I think Pang maybe the best thing to have happened so far.
It's too early to say, i'm really just letting things be. 
But for now, I'm thankful. 

Thank you.