A long time have passed since i posted...
and i'm nt gonna post anytime soon after this...
coz end of year exams are coming...

Today went IMM after sch wif val and bok...
bought pples presents and then went to eat at SHIHLIN [ ahem... =X]
although all three of us ate different things...
all three things are soooo spicy...

after tat saw a vcd called " Identity "
and bok bought it...
at $5 only!!!
haha...
then we decided to go val house to watch it...
so went GIANT to buy crackers...
couldn't decide between fries, popcorn or juz crackers...
in the end bought Doritos...


Reached val house bout 30 mins later...
bok went into val room...
and saw this bolster lying on her bed in the MOST awkard position...
and later we realised wat happened...
there was no pillow in the middle...
NOTHING!

it was like so funny that i laughed the hardest i ever did this few days...
and then val demostrated how to bring back the 'Magical' pillow bac...
which made us laugh even harder...
LOL.

after that went into living room...
saw this really old and out-dated phone on the sofa...
i took it up and asked val if she uses it...
i had forgotten how the olden phones look like...=X
haha

val served us orange juice [THANx!!! =D]
and took up her bro's sunglasses...
she put it up and said she told her bro tat it looked like mosquitos eyes...
and it does look like =X
LOL.

Finally settled down to watch the movie...
it was so confusing by skipping from one part to another...
but it was quite exciting and thrilling...
AND you'll never expect the ending...
haha...
although i was soooo confused that i kept asking val and bok wat it toking bout...
and bok even have to explain it once again to me when we went home...
THANX ALOT!!! =D

spent an enjoyable day today...
and i haven laughed so hard in ages...
if only everyday is like tat...
won't my life be great??


AND u noe wat??
i dun care bout u anymore...
WhATEVER.
coz you are juz another stupid person passing through my life...
juz shut ur trap.

Can we start over again?

~~ Quiz ~~
1. full name: Xu ZhongYun
2. name backwards: nuygnohz ux
3. were you named after someone: no
4. meaning of name: dunno
5. nickname: erm...
6. screen name: zhongyun
7. D.O.B: 27/5/92
8. place of birth: in china, shanghai... but dunno which hospital
9: nationality: bout to be singaporean...now PR
10. current location: master bedroom, in front of computer
11. star sign: Gemini
12. religion: free thinker
13. height: shorter than val =X
14. weight: 37-39
15. shoe size: 5-6
16. hair colour: black
17. eye colour: black
18. who do u look like: erm...people say i look more like my dad
19. innie or outtie: both
20. lefty or righty: righty
21. gay, straight, bi or others: !!! straight...
22. best friends: none
23. best friends i trust most: i said no best frenz le ma...
24. favourite pals: lots... esp the triplets... =D
25. best friend of opposite sex: my dad!!!!
26. best buddies: val, bok, pam, joanne n more...
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: both dun want...haha
28. crush: erm...dun have
29. parents: my mum n dad
30. worst enemy: myself
31. favourite online guy: ??
32. favourite online girl: val!!! haha
33.. ----- system off-----
34. craziest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
35. advice friend: lots leh...
36. loudest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
37. person you cry with: my bro?
38. any sisters: real or fake? fake is the triplets...
39. any brothers: my younger bro!!!
40. any pets: nope
41. any disease: none
42. pager: none...want oso cannot find nowadays le...haha
43. personal phone line: nope
44. cell phone: 8-------
45. lava lamp: dun have
46. pool or hot tub: both
47. a car: nope
48. your personality: dunno...
49. driving: dun have car how to drive?
50. car you want: beetle...cute n small
51. room: bedroom
52. whats missing: can't think of anything now...
53. school: yuhua, commonwealth
54. bed: ??
55. relationship with parents: now is the calm before the storm...
56. believe in myself: erm...i dunno leh
57. believe in love at first sight: yes
58. good listener: sort of?
59. get along well wif parents: should be... ya
60. save e-mail convos: no
61. pray: ya
62. believe in reincarnations: yes
63. make fun of people: yes... =X
64. like to talk on the phone: i can get a telephone bill of $100... so yep...
65. want to get married: erm... yes?
66. like to drive: no
67. motion sickness: on cars n boats but nt on buses n planes
68. eat stem of broccoli: yes
69. eat chicken with fork: sometimes
70. dream in colour: all blue!! n those pink tat are sooooo light...
71. type with your fingers on home role: ??
72. sleep with stuff animals: no... now i find them scary
73. next to you: window
74. on the walls of ur room: blue paint?
75. on ur mouse pad: no mouse pad
76. dream car: dunno
77. dream date: overseas... preferably australia... haha
78. dream honeymoon spot: Australia! =X
79. dream husband or wife: !!!
80. bed time: bout 10 - 12
81. under ur bed: another pull out bed
82. single most impt question: can't think of any now
83. bad time of the day: when i'm feeling sleepy
84. your worst fear: losing everything i have
85. the weather is: ?? its nite time how to see??
86. time: 8.22pm
87. date: 19/8/06
88. best trick did on someone: dunno
89. theme song: should have lots ba
90. hardest thing bout growing up: the fact that i'm growing up
91. funniest experience: lots...hahahaha
92. scariest experience: can't think of any now
93. silliest thing you have ever said: ?? forgot le
94. most desperate andfunniest thing i have ever done to get the opposite sex: i am not a despo...
95. scariest thing while u are wif ur frenz: the awkardness when you have nothing to tok bout
96. worst feeling: when i lose my frenz
97. best feeling in the world: being loved by frenz n family
98. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ!!!!


wanen
valerie
sitong
gina
josephine
siok hwee
sinlin
joanne

life seems to be so complicated...
but when u really understand it...
it is so so simple...
.
.
.

wee~~
going out tmr!!!
so excited...
but muz wake up real soon...
like 6am??


so muz go chiong hw later!!
update next time! =D

Val

i dunno wat else to say...
the only word tat pops up to my brain rite now...
is sorry
i'm sorry...

i noe i'm nt really a gd fren to u...
n i tend to say alot of things to others without thinking...
n without even realising tat i've juz spilled the beans bout something...
i make up excuses...
n seemed to be contradicting...

however...
i did nt treat u at all like a bloody fool...
nt in the past...
n will nt in the future too...
trust me on this...
juz once...

something is happening...
without the both of us realising it...
i can tell u this to ur face...
or through the phone...
however...
i chose to do it here...
partly coz of wanting to reply to tat post u did for me...

i dunno wat the future will be for us...
perhaps i'll do even more things to make u buay tahan me...
or maybe i'll forever disappear from ur life...
however...
i juz want to cherish the present...
the small hope tat i still carry...
tat things will be bac to the past again...
to the happy times we had...



thank you for being my friend...
n always there to cheer me up...
i loved those theories tat u will always share wif me...
n those news tat only the two of us will care so much bout in the past...
u still owes me tat 1 french fry!! xD


the french fry tat enabled us to become sisters...

life is full of misery
u noe y??
coz we can't take stress...
we are too pampered by our family...


if life can be much simpler...
without stress of life...
will tat be perfect??

i dun desire for much...
juz let me be happy...
n let me not to be alone again...


the feeling of being alone is really really scary...
n i can't take it anymore...
i believe all this will be over...
but when??


i hope the storm will be over soon...
n let me see the light again...

'the calm before the storm'

as said by wanen...

i miss my childhood

it was so magical

so so magical

all until...

tat wicked witch took it all away...




i had lost the love of my family

all tat i had ever wanted to have

the wicked witch wrecked my childhood

in a way i never ever would have imagined





n now it had followed me to my teens...

when will it stop following me???

or will it be a curse tat lasts forever??


i hope tat the storm will end sooner...

n let me see the grass at the other side again...