<3 310809.

310809.
Teacher's day eve.
I finally went back to Css after god-knows-how-long.
HAHA.


Was so excited to go back.
And see all the teachers that i had not seen for so so long.
I finally saw mrs anba, who's the vice-principal now.
And mrs abdullah! With her pregnant stomach.
HAHA.
but she couldn't recognise us.
That's sad.


Our lunch was settled in the sch canteen.
Ate the new mee soto stall.
And it was super, SUPER spicy.
My lips was swollen after that.
LOL!


Originally, there was supposed to be a 4/5 class outing.
However, some disagreements and unhappiness happened and in the end, me, pam and val went orchard.
Which was super fun!!!!!
And we only went home at 10++pm.
Hee.
Wanted to upload pics but blogger is so irritating.
Humph.
We had such a fun time with the camera and window-shopping.
And that's what makes things great. :)
Hee.
I <3 310809!!


Im very tired now.
Slept at 12pm++ last night and woke up at 7am today to go out and do pw.
Sigh.
Long day ahead.
And promos coming up!
Where's my motivation??
I haven start on any revisions.
Die.
T.T

Breathe.

Breaking free.
Pause and breathe.
Nobody said it was easy, but please, don't ever lose hope.

你可以不抱期望，但千万别失去希望。
深信，明天会更好。
:)

Realize.

Today was a half-day in njc.
Went Taka Seoul Gardens after school with Val, Pam, Bok and Eunice.
Its been a long LONG time since we've hang out together.
So much have happened and it was nice to actually be able to go out together.
:)

I think we must be getting old.
HAHA
Coz we couldn't eat as much as we used to.
Ate and Chit-chatted all the way till 4pm++
Then we went Kinokuniya for awhile before me, pam and val left.

We intended to go home but somehow,
we ended up window-shopping.
LOL!
Was fun looking at the expensive brands and day-dreaming about a day when we can buy them.
=x
Christian Louboutin, Chanel, Tiffany & Co., Burberry, Juicy Couture etc.
I'm hoping i'll be able to get a Chanel bag someday.
HAHA.

On the way home in the MRT,
We were laughing non-stop.
HAHAHA.
We were thinking of names for Pam's future Boutique and they were super funny.
Going for Classy but the results turned out otherwise.
Hee.
Mangosteen? Durian? Destiny? P.G.B.B? (LOLOLOLOL!)
I think Isomer is not a bad name.
And there's a reason behind it too.
Just as isomers are organic cpds with same molecular formula but different structural formula, all shops sell clothes but are different in terms of fashion styles.
Credits to Val for coming up with such an ingenious name.
:)

Looking forward to Mon!
Where i can finally go back to CSS after so long.
Hee.
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When you just lost someone, the emotional pain is so unbearable that you'll think it will just tear you apart.
You keep questioning yourself the possibilities and impossibilities, the reasons and the unknown.
You keep deluding yourself of reality and immersing yourself in memories.
But, memories are what warms you up from inside and also what tears you apart.

Gradually, time erodes the pain away.
And you may feel better and start moving on.
But there will always be a part of you that's lost, a part of you that you left behind, a part of you that died, together with the pain.

Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.
- Haruki Murakami

xoxo
zy

Where's the motivation?

Short post.
I NEED to get started on my revisions!!!!!
Aurgh, especially when i need to go back to sch during the sep hols.
My mind is a total blank and i dun even know what i've learned in the past 1 yr.

However, saying is one thing, doing is another.
Why is my hands not coordinating with my brain??
Procrastination, you'll be the death of me.
:(

Operation Picnic!!

SUCCESS!!! :)
Hee.

Today was 'picnic at the rooftop' day.
HAHA.
Me, chunjing and jacy went J8 after sch yesterday and bought tonnes of stuff.
And we had our picnic at the sch rooftop today!!!
The view was splendid with never-ending stretch of blue sky, occasional planes flying pass and a slight gentle breeze.
LOL!

We had kimchee maggi mee, chips'n'more, Tao Kae Noi tom yum seaweed [ My favourite EVER!] and Soya milk.
HAHAHA!
We are officially soya milk addicts.
:)

After sch today, went lt5 with chunjing to see the JAPANESE!
OMG, some of the guys were super handsome!!!
*sworns*
HAHAHAHA!
I wanna go japan!!!
Gonna go lt5 tmr again to watch them perform.
:)

Ok, gonna go start work on integration soon.
Why, oh why, why are you so tough??

xoxo
zy

♥ Quotes

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier
to live in the world they’ve been given then to explore the power they have to
change it. Impossible is not a fact. It’s an opinion. Impossible is not a
declaration. It’s a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.
-- Unknown

Find your passion and make it happen. Be on a mission and live your life on purpose. Be motivated by your desire to achieve rather than your fear of failure.
-- Mind Gym: An Athlete's Guide to Inner Excellence by Gary Mac

Each of us has a fire in our hearts for something. It’s our goal in life to find it and keep it lit.
-- Mary Lou Retton

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

♥爱一直存在.

~x

那天我扬起帆　
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来　
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝　
却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百　
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在
站在你的门外　
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来　
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快　
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百　
我应该怎么猜
爱一直存在