I'm glad, this step i took.
I'm glad, i let my inner feelings out.
I'm glad, i didn't lose you.
=)

I rather like this seclusion.
where i can blog anything i want.
LOL.

On a happier note,
i felt like blogging about my recent life.


PROM'08


4/5' 08 rocks!
LOL.

I didn't ever thought i would say this,
because in sec.3, our class was super not united.
And as if by some invisible force,
We became bonded in sec.4...

Although competition is still felt,
it changed to a healthy one.
I was especially touched when some of the guys stayed behind to watch our floorball match during games day.
Thank you! =)

Prom was ok, i much more enjoyed the preparation before and the sleepover after.
A heart-to-heart session,
we only slept at 5am.
haha

Best wishes to everyone in 4/5!!! May all of you enter your dream school!
=)

TAIWAN TRIP

went taiwan in dec. for 8 days.
It started off sour coz i seriously detested going with a tour group.
But i guess it ended off fine,
it was an experience, only i longed to be back in singapore. LOL.



My bro, blowing bubbles.




Really enjoyed the breathe-taking views there.





Our whole group.

Going back to shanghai for CNY.
CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!
(though i think i will probably freeze to an ice-cube there, LOL.)

I don't want to run away anymore.



Stop being such a scaredy-cat.



Face up and stop living in delusion.



You know you want this.



Please, grant me the courage.
Let me stop hiding away.

Who am i?
I seemed to have lost myself over the years.

And i realised that i'm one that can be easily forgotten by others.
Ask anyone a few years later,
and they will give you this reply: ' Who is she?'

I have been missed out by classmates,
forgotten by friends...
only when the need arises,
then will my name resurface.

Actually,
that's what all humans do.
Why would there be a need to contact someone if you have nth to talk about?

Friends, they play an ultra important role in everyone's life.
Joys, tears, well-cherished moments all spent with them.
But, what's the real definition of a real, true friend?

Being there for someone, keeping all their secrets,
accepting them for who they are etc?

I'm not a good friend,
and i've never been one successful enough to keep friends too.

I like to run away from problems,
only because i'm scared of the outcome.
And people will say, ' But you didn't even try!!!'
but that's me, i don't dare.

Waiting is all i know.
And where will that take me?
I have to fight for what i want
and not wait for others to give it to me.

I'm not scared of falling,
I'm scared of picking myself up.

I'm just a coward, trying to be strong.

It's true.
As you grow up and gain more knowledge,
life becomes tougher.
I've learnt...
that sometimes, silence is the best protection.
What happened?
I often wonder.
Silence became a norm,
and the laughter we once shared dwindled.

I miss...
the carefree days,
even though we didnt knew alot of things,
but at least we were happy and more open-minded.

Life is a series of ifs...
I often wonder,
how would my life turn out if i didnt meet you all?

i am certain of one thing though,
Knowing you all was the best time of my life.
No matter the laughters, tears, the good or bad.
I really hope time stops...
at the exact moment when happiness was all we felt.

Soon...
all of us are gonna part ways.
Or maybe not,
that's all i hope.
I wish...
that this friendship will last...
forever and ever.

I will wipe those tears away...
and replace them with laughter.

Just as the saying goes
' Don't cry because it's over,
Smile because it happened.'