Who am i?
I seemed to have lost myself over the years.

And i realised that i'm one that can be easily forgotten by others.
Ask anyone a few years later,
and they will give you this reply: ' Who is she?'

I have been missed out by classmates,
forgotten by friends...
only when the need arises,
then will my name resurface.

Actually,
that's what all humans do.
Why would there be a need to contact someone if you have nth to talk about?

Friends, they play an ultra important role in everyone's life.
Joys, tears, well-cherished moments all spent with them.
But, what's the real definition of a real, true friend?

Being there for someone, keeping all their secrets,
accepting them for who they are etc?

I'm not a good friend,
and i've never been one successful enough to keep friends too.

I like to run away from problems,
only because i'm scared of the outcome.
And people will say, ' But you didn't even try!!!'
but that's me, i don't dare.

Waiting is all i know.
And where will that take me?
I have to fight for what i want
and not wait for others to give it to me.

I'm not scared of falling,
I'm scared of picking myself up.

I'm just a coward, trying to be strong.