Just let me emo abit.

Once and for all.

Scrolled through my sms inbox and memories overwhelmed me.
' XZY AND PAMPER GO! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! hahaha. you guys love me sooo much and i love you two too xD'
That was the last msg in my inbox and the one that i've stored the longest.
Dated almost a year ago.

A year have gone by,
& we have become nothing more than strangers.
It's a marvel how things work.
How you could be so close for three years and then...'poof', back to the starting point of being strangers.
Only this time, it's much much different.
Because, you have shared 3 years of wonderful memories.

I don't understand how life works sometimes.
Why must things come and go?
They say, its fate for you to meet and know someone.
Is it fate for someone to leave you as well?
If it is, i would rather fate never to have come knocking.

People may say, it's better to know someone than never to have know them at all.
At least, you have fond memories to look back on.
However, they didn't include the pain and struggle to let go when someone leaves your life.
If they did, perhaps they would choose never to have met them at all.

For you, i didn't regret meeting you.
You taught me a lot of things and was my pillar of support through sec. sch.
But the pain in letting go is smth so excruciating.
However, when the time comes and the smile leaves a person's face, you know its time to let someone go.

For now, just let me keep my happy and heck care facade.
Because that's the only way for me to protect myself, from reality.