<3 310809.

310809.
Teacher's day eve.
I finally went back to Css after god-knows-how-long.
HAHA.


Was so excited to go back.
And see all the teachers that i had not seen for so so long.
I finally saw mrs anba, who's the vice-principal now.
And mrs abdullah! With her pregnant stomach.
HAHA.
but she couldn't recognise us.
That's sad.


Our lunch was settled in the sch canteen.
Ate the new mee soto stall.
And it was super, SUPER spicy.
My lips was swollen after that.
LOL!


Originally, there was supposed to be a 4/5 class outing.
However, some disagreements and unhappiness happened and in the end, me, pam and val went orchard.
Which was super fun!!!!!
And we only went home at 10++pm.
Hee.
Wanted to upload pics but blogger is so irritating.
Humph.
We had such a fun time with the camera and window-shopping.
And that's what makes things great. :)
Hee.
I <3 310809!!


Im very tired now.
Slept at 12pm++ last night and woke up at 7am today to go out and do pw.
Sigh.
Long day ahead.
And promos coming up!
Where's my motivation??
I haven start on any revisions.
Die.
T.T

Breathe.

Breaking free.
Pause and breathe.
Nobody said it was easy, but please, don't ever lose hope.

你可以不抱期望，但千万别失去希望。
深信，明天会更好。
:)

Realize.

Today was a half-day in njc.
Went Taka Seoul Gardens after school with Val, Pam, Bok and Eunice.
Its been a long LONG time since we've hang out together.
So much have happened and it was nice to actually be able to go out together.
:)

I think we must be getting old.
HAHA
Coz we couldn't eat as much as we used to.
Ate and Chit-chatted all the way till 4pm++
Then we went Kinokuniya for awhile before me, pam and val left.

We intended to go home but somehow,
we ended up window-shopping.
LOL!
Was fun looking at the expensive brands and day-dreaming about a day when we can buy them.
=x
Christian Louboutin, Chanel, Tiffany & Co., Burberry, Juicy Couture etc.
I'm hoping i'll be able to get a Chanel bag someday.
HAHA.

On the way home in the MRT,
We were laughing non-stop.
HAHAHA.
We were thinking of names for Pam's future Boutique and they were super funny.
Going for Classy but the results turned out otherwise.
Hee.
Mangosteen? Durian? Destiny? P.G.B.B? (LOLOLOLOL!)
I think Isomer is not a bad name.
And there's a reason behind it too.
Just as isomers are organic cpds with same molecular formula but different structural formula, all shops sell clothes but are different in terms of fashion styles.
Credits to Val for coming up with such an ingenious name.
:)

Looking forward to Mon!
Where i can finally go back to CSS after so long.
Hee.
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When you just lost someone, the emotional pain is so unbearable that you'll think it will just tear you apart.
You keep questioning yourself the possibilities and impossibilities, the reasons and the unknown.
You keep deluding yourself of reality and immersing yourself in memories.
But, memories are what warms you up from inside and also what tears you apart.

Gradually, time erodes the pain away.
And you may feel better and start moving on.
But there will always be a part of you that's lost, a part of you that you left behind, a part of you that died, together with the pain.

Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.
- Haruki Murakami

xoxo
zy

Where's the motivation?

Short post.
I NEED to get started on my revisions!!!!!
Aurgh, especially when i need to go back to sch during the sep hols.
My mind is a total blank and i dun even know what i've learned in the past 1 yr.

However, saying is one thing, doing is another.
Why is my hands not coordinating with my brain??
Procrastination, you'll be the death of me.
:(

Operation Picnic!!

SUCCESS!!! :)
Hee.

Today was 'picnic at the rooftop' day.
HAHA.
Me, chunjing and jacy went J8 after sch yesterday and bought tonnes of stuff.
And we had our picnic at the sch rooftop today!!!
The view was splendid with never-ending stretch of blue sky, occasional planes flying pass and a slight gentle breeze.
LOL!

We had kimchee maggi mee, chips'n'more, Tao Kae Noi tom yum seaweed [ My favourite EVER!] and Soya milk.
HAHAHA!
We are officially soya milk addicts.
:)

After sch today, went lt5 with chunjing to see the JAPANESE!
OMG, some of the guys were super handsome!!!
*sworns*
HAHAHAHA!
I wanna go japan!!!
Gonna go lt5 tmr again to watch them perform.
:)

Ok, gonna go start work on integration soon.
Why, oh why, why are you so tough??

xoxo
zy

♥ Quotes

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier
to live in the world they’ve been given then to explore the power they have to
change it. Impossible is not a fact. It’s an opinion. Impossible is not a
declaration. It’s a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.
-- Unknown

Find your passion and make it happen. Be on a mission and live your life on purpose. Be motivated by your desire to achieve rather than your fear of failure.
-- Mind Gym: An Athlete's Guide to Inner Excellence by Gary Mac

Each of us has a fire in our hearts for something. It’s our goal in life to find it and keep it lit.
-- Mary Lou Retton

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

♥爱一直存在.

~x

那天我扬起帆　
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来　
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝　
却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百　
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在
站在你的门外　
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来　
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快　
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百　
我应该怎么猜
爱一直存在

So much to do, so little time.

~x

Am blogging coz i'm skipping sch tmr again.
Thus, the free time to blog.
Hee.

I can only use one word to describe this wk-- CRAZY.
ok, maybe not as crazy as the coming wks before promos.
But still, its the craziest wk so far.
I have so much to do and yet, so little time.
Hate this man.

Was so stressed up that day that i cried.
I think i sorta freaked daddy out.
=x
He called from HK and mummy was telling him i was crying again.
I really didn't mean to make my family worry, but i guess crying is my way of relieving stress.
Mummy have decided to bring me to see a counsellor.
It sounds so serious but i'm ok.
Just seeing one to learn how to deal with stress effectively and to change my pessimistic mindset.

And Daddy's coming home this thurs!!!
So happy, missed him so!
:)

Had GZ handover ceremony today.
Officially, its just the juniors left.
Had so much fun and laughter with Gwen and Mama.
We were discussing on the issue of 'FAT' and coz we ate a lot of the finger food, we brisk-walked ard the sch track.
Was so so funny!!! Gwen walked completely like an auntie. Complete with her curls. HAHAHA!

And i've found my FAVOURITE place in the entire sch,
*Drumroll* Its the ROOFTOP!
I dunno why, but the view from the rooftop always makes me feel better.
And at that moment in time and space, i just forget ALL my worries.
Its such a magical and splendid feeling!
:)

Ok, off to slp.
Tmr is another long and tiring day at home.
HAHA!
Staying at home is even more tiring than going to sch.
Coz i have MORE things to complete.
Gee.

Goodnight!!

xoxo
ZY

Friday the 14th.

Whoever said friday the 13th was unlucky clearly didn't experience MY friday the 14th.
Today was down-right unlucky.
:(

I was caught by 2 different teachers for my uniform within a time-frame of 30 mins.
Tell me, how lucky was I??
As if there were no other students in sch, i was the only target of the day.
Sigh.

Went to find mrs lew for consolidation on EOM.
I think i'm gonna be sooooo dead for EOM.
No joke, no kidding.
Still contemplating if i should listen to her or not.
I think its a terrible feeling to not trust the pple i'm supposed to be working with.
GOSH.

Putting all this aside, went science centre with BOK after sch today.
She's such an idiot! LOL!
Like she missed the bus-stop and she walked all the way from my house to sci centre.
Gee.

And we entered sci centre with children tickets!
HAHA!
The person ask us what was our age and we said 16.
It was the truth for bok, as for me... well.
LOL!

We went Da Vinci Exhibition and i must say,
DA VINCI WAS A GENIUS!!!!

The Last Supper (Italian: Il Cenacolo or L'Ultima Cena) is a 15th century mural painting in Milan created by Leonardo da Vinci for his patron Duke Ludovico Sforza and his duchess Beatrice d'Este. It represents the scene of The Last Supper from the final days of Jesus as narrated in the Gospel of John 13:21, when Jesus announces that one of his Twelve Apostles would betray him.
~wikipedia.org

One of my favourite piece from him.
Wanted to put mona lisa up, but i scared of her eyes.
HAHAHA!

Ate at Mac after that.
And i didn't realise mac can be so ex.
Hee.

Recently, or rather, yesterday i started listening to songs from SNSD.

It's a korean girls pop group consisting of nine girls.
OMG! i thought that was seriously a lot.
Nine girls sharing the limelight, tough competition.


They're rather cute.
However, i can't help but wonder, with so many korean groups recently, how many of them would sustain?

LOADS and i mean loads of things to do.
Should wake up early tmr to complete my EOM.
3 tests next wk.
oh ya, plus, i need to see the DEAN.
Guess its coz of my lousy ct results.
T.T

I need someone, anyone to lend me a helping hand.
Give me a push? Or just, lend me a shoulder.
Coz i think, i may not have the energy to sustain on much longer.

xoxo
zy

♥ Nikki Flores.

OMG! Her songs are absolutely fantastic!!
HEE.

I ♥ her lyrics!
She knows outside her little world
Somehow ends are gonna meet
And when the roads get kinda rough
She keeps one thing in mind
The longest journey always starts with
Once about a time
And this girl has seen a lot of pain
But this girls gonna smile again
But she knows a flower grows everytime
It rains
And this girls got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow isn't what it seems
She might not slove a mystery tonight
But this girls gonna be alright.
- This girl

:)

Everything or Nothing?

~x

Was pondering over this during econs lect [ It was so boring!! ] today.
And i realised, bring stuck halfway through something is rather painful and irritating.
Things will be much simpler if its all or nothing right?

Was reading this book ,' Flying Solo', that i found in the school library yesterday.
And it was written exactly for me!
As in, it spelled out my situation and feelings exactly.
Haha.
I was so engrossed in the book, a pity i had lessons and couldn't finish it.

Stayed back after school today to help carry the GZs.
Saw yanyao outside the Sr31 and chatted with her.
The SH2s are extremely busy with their never-ending amount of work and revisions to do.
And that's gonna be my life next yr.
:(
HA!

I should really start my revisions asap.
And stop procrastinating.
Promos!!!!!!


p.s Are there any courses that teaches wedding planning?? I feel like becoming a wedding planner. :) LOL!

xoxo
zy

♥ World of Chances.

Daddy's at HongKong now.
I miss him. :'(
Bless him.

I feel like getting a bunny.
Maybe a pet would make me feel more loved???
Hee.

xoxo
zy

Movie Marathon!

NDC in sch today!
Followed by movie marathon with Bok and Hilda.
HEE.

Well, NDC was like... NDC.
HAHAHA!
It was rather boring in fact.
But still, credit must be given for the councillors for at least trying.

We rushed for the 10.40am G.I JOE movie slot after celebration.
And i must say, G.I JOE was totally COOL!
Just look at the movie poster.
LOL!

It was action packed and the visual effects were amazing.
Top all those with hot channing tatum.
And i think most prob, there will be a sequel.
:)

After G.I JOE, we went kobayashi for lunch.
I was starving.
We went to heerens after that.
And it started raining when we were waiting for the traffic light.
Once the light turned green, we 3 ran like mad.
It was freaking funny!!!!
HAHAHA!

Next movie is UP!

This was completely different from G.I JOE.
It was funny and super touching.
I teared. T.T

Overall, the moral of the story is about learning to let go.
Carl, the old protagonist, was not willing to let go of his wife and the house they shared wonderful memories with.
But at the end, with a msg from his wife' Thanks for the adventure, now go look for your new adventure.'
He realised it was just a house and let it go.
The love between carl and eileen, the quirky adventure russel and carl shared, all this makes the movie so much more unforgettable.
Strongly recommended!!!!
:)

Like my life story,
It's never too late to start over,
as long as you have the heart to do it.

Though its a long weekend,
its gonna be packed with PW and mugging.

I'm gonna work hard and study, study, study!!!!
Cross my heart.

<3
zy

One last time.

What brings you to my land?
She asked and cocked her head.
I'm looking for a great friendship
the jewel winged bird then said
A friend to hold me when I'm scared
or offer a shoulder when I weep.
One whose laughter I'll revel in
who I'll dream of in my sleep.
A solid pal who'll love me true
that will be forever in my heart.
And when I meet this bosom chum
we'll be together even when apart.
Because I want this special bond
to bind our hearts to beat as one
as a single soul we two will be
though angry or scared or having fun.
And as the jewelled birds rang clear and true
the clouds overhead grew thick and dark.
Soon fell the drizzle and the air grew chill
and the little girl took up the small sparling lark.
Clutching the bird close to her heart
she held it dry and warm though the chilled rain.
Until the last drop cold drop had fallen
then she reached in her coat and released him again.
He looked at the girl and a wee tear drop fell
my search is now over, I have a true friend.
~x

Nobody said life was easy.

~x


Hectic.
Everyday is packed full of things.
And i've been reaching home only at 8+pm for this 2 days.
It's like back to the SYF days.
Only this time, it's not as fun and motivating.



Decided to skip sch tmr,
but i'm not gonna waste the day away.
The reason why i decided to skip sch is because i feel its more useful if i stayed at home.
I'm planning to catch up on all my work.
And also i have 2 tests on thurs.
=/



Thurs is gonna be the busiest day of the wk,
i need tmr to catch my breath.
Thurs--Econs test, followed by gz performance/interaction with germans and indians, followed by rushing for chem lect. test.
Just thinking about it gives me a headache.





11 hrs straight of studying tmr!
No procrastinating, finish what you planned.
Jiayou!!
:)

I feel blessed with understanding parents.





♥ZY

My Lucky Star.

还记得有一段时间，我超迷《放羊的星星》。
里面有两句词我非常喜欢：
‘愛中间是颗心，心怎么能被切割呢？心切了，人就死了。’

‘在他身边，我只有一种可能，那就是痛苦。但离开了他，我的人生就有一万种可能。’

慢慢学习，放弃，离开是一种解脱。
找寻自己的一万种可能吧。
:)
加油!!!