Feeling tired

Still in New Zealand.
Spend the past 2 wks of the mid semester break travelling for 14 days straight.
Went to Hokitika, Hanmer Springs, Auckland, Wellington, Lake Tekapo, Lake Pukaki, Queenstown, Te Anau, Milford Sound, Wanaka and back to Christchurch.
Wow, it seems like a lot after typing them out.
Anw, most memorable of the trip was getting into a car accident on our way to Milford Sound.
The car skidded and Cheryl lost control of the wheel, i thought i was gonna die. =x
Luckily the car hit the side rail and didn't go over the mountain...
Still, the bumper was crashed and the headlight spoilt.
Paying for car damages still triumphs human injuries anyday.

Almost all of my friends are on their SEP already, in various parts of the world.
My own exchange is almost halfway done, another 3 more months and i'll be home.
But, my main concern on this SEP has been my skin :(
Which has been my concern since forever.
But it's impossibly bad here, i'm not sure if its due to the climate or what, but i have pimples literally everywhere.
On my face, on my chest, on my neck, on my back, armpits omg.
It's those big ass red pimples and they are ridiculously itchy. God knows why.
I have spent tons of $$ trying to find that perfect moisturiser and even went to the sch doc without insurance twice! Waste of $$ coz those doc just give me antibiotics sigh, and they don't even have clindamycin gel!
I seriously miss singapore, once i'm back home i will deal with this straight by going to a dermatologist.

One good thing here, is that it seems really easy to score =x
My essays were so crappish and i did them so last minute, but i got an A.
LOL I was so shocked i almost choked, no kidding.

Anw, that's about all.
I am still extremely upset about my skin, everyday seeing it deteriorate and being unable to wear nice clothes, having to cover up, that might be the most upsetting thing ever.

A lot of times, i wonder why me?
Why chronic skin illnesses just won't come to an end?
And then, i realise this is a death trap once i start thinking this way.
From another perspective, why not me?
Like cancer patients, they don't have a choice do they. Or any other diabetic patients etc, no one has a choice. Coz if everyone has a choice, no one would want to be unhealthy or sick.

If everyone has a choice, no one will want to die, everyone will want to live forever.

Life's a choice? Yeah, the only thing we can control is how we feel about smth or situations, because a lot of times, we have no control over the situation itself.

The only thing we can control is our emotions. But i feel like i'm even losing control over that.