I think 'move on' maybe the 2 most comforting yet upsetting words simultaneously.
For the former, it signifies we will heal with time, we will become better, we will learn to be whole again with time.
Yet, it also means some part of us is gone forever, for someone once so dear and who was the whole universe to you is gone from your life.
How does that work?
Somehow, the whole cycle of impermanence is very upsetting.
The only thing we have is the now, the moment.
If you ask me 1 yr ago, I would have believed in forever. But now? I realise I no longer do.
It's going to be the end of 2015 soon, 1 yr just gone in a flash.
So much happened in 2015, esp the transition from being a student to a working adult.
As my position changed, the pple and my relationships with them changed as well.
I am really glad I survived, esp the upper part of this year was particularly hard on me.
I had a quarter life crisis where I was so confused and feeling so anxious about where I shld go? What shld I do with my life?
But I realised, things do work out.
Maybe not exactly the way you visualize but it will.
I'm thankful for the friendships I've forged in 2015
For the trials I went through, for pple that gave me a chance.
So for 2016, I wish for health, happiness and patience.
More patience towards life, that everything will eventually work out
You will be fine. Have faith.
Xoxo
Zhongyun
P.s Flying to Japan in 5 days! Hope the trip will be fun! :)
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