Surprises in Life

I think, life really tends to unfold in mysterious ways.
What I thought will happen, tend to not go the way it did.

Had my V day date with YL.
But the night ended not with me and him, but me, Alvin & Mr Blue at Chupitos Shots Bar.
Because I felt so suffocated, by our conversation and even his presence.
To be honest, I felt quite guilty about it. Because it was very disrespectful and I said a lie.

A week later, I texted him, telling him I will try.
But, we quarrelled again.
Somehow, I just couldn't build an emotional connection with him.
I really tried, but I think I really wasn't attracted to him.

So, 2 nights ago I just told him the truth.
And the truth really set everyone free.
This time, for the better.

So, I'm back to square one.
Maybe, it's for the better for now.

But, why are you so afraid of getting hurt, Zy?

Why?

Resident Evil and Hacksaw Ridge

Went to watch 2 movies this weekend!

First up is 'Resident Evil: The Final Chapter'!

Still remember the first RE movie I watched was in Sec 3 and Val & I actually sneaked into the cinemas to catch it coz we were not 16 yet.

In a blink of eye, 10 years have passed and the last RE movie is out.

Val betrayed me and watched with her bf zzz

So I jio-ed Li Ping out for the movie! 

My zombie buddy - 2nd zombie movie I've watched with her.

First was 'Train to Busan' last yr.

Eating Mcflurry and watching movie is really 小幸福 :)

Film verdict: watch it for the action, but don't expect much from the storyline.

2nd Movie!

Watched 'Hacksaw Ridge' with You Liang and his army kakis - yi da and yong zheng.

It was kinda spontaneous, I've mentioned I wanna watch the movie and he just jio-ed me to watch with his friends last night. 

The movie was bloody, as bloody as RE.

But the storyline was so touching and inspirational.

It's based on a real life story of Desmond Doss who saved 75 lives in the Battle of Okinawa without any combat weapons because of his strong convictions against killing. 

His goal was to save and not kill lives, an ironic against the backdrop of war.

But, he did it. 

Way more than any combat man could. 

Film Verdict: Highly Recommended!

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More than the movies, I feel my life has been equally drama recently. 

You Liang has been particularly attentive recently - talking to me, jio-ing me out and he just asked me out for dinner on V day. 

I... am scared to be honest. 

With him, we have been friends for 6 years and he actually confessed 2x before. 

Val just ask me: who the hell would like the same girl for 6 years??

lol, yeap, i wonder who too. 

So, decided to give him and most importantly, myself a chance. 

The past 1 year and this 1 month, I've interacted with so many guys, way more than I can count. 

But, I've noticed the difference. 

Those who really care, they prove through actions. 

And, I feel it - the respect and positive emotional bids. 

I just need to make a decision and stick to it. 

That's all.