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Sunday, February 26, 2017

Surprises in Life

I think, life really tends to unfold in mysterious ways.
What I thought will happen, tend to not go the way it did.

Had my V day date with YL.
But the night ended not with me and him, but me, Alvin & Mr Blue at Chupitos Shots Bar.
Because I felt so suffocated, by our conversation and even his presence.
To be honest, I felt quite guilty about it. Because it was very disrespectful and I said a lie.

A week later, I texted him, telling him I will try.
But, we quarrelled again.
Somehow, I just couldn't build an emotional connection with him.
I really tried, but I think I really wasn't attracted to him.

So, 2 nights ago I just told him the truth.
And the truth really set everyone free.
This time, for the better.

So, I'm back to square one.
Maybe, it's for the better for now.

But, why are you so afraid of getting hurt, Zy?

Why?

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