One of the topic that schools don't teach but the school of life teaches... is how to love.
We had our biggest tiff yesterday night, since we started dating 3 months back.
And, B brought up the 2 words - 'break up'.
Throughout this past 3 months, I learnt a lot about myself and how ridiculous & vindictive I can become in a relationship.
It scares me, a lot.
I realised I am very self-centered, and a relationship will always need compromise.
And, I need to mind my words. Coz they do hurt, emotionally.
Sometimes, I do wonder if I love him.
If you love someone, why would you hurt them?
Or is it because we do not know how to love them the way they understand?
Love, is a loaded term.
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After 3 weeks break, I will be going to my new workplace tmr!
Feeling extremely nervous, and my mental state is very bothered by B.
He hasn't replied my msg for 3 hours.
I'm gonna wait it out, and trying hard to distract myself.
All the best to me, jiayou!
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