Wow... Time is like a rocket.
It's already Feb of 2018, 1 month just flew by like that.
I was busy with work the past month, for an upcoming event next weekend.
Which means I'll be working 7 days the coming week.
A bit anxious about the turnout, hopefully the crowd would be decent and the event would go well.
Besides that, I would say my life has been peaceful so far and I am kinda enjoying the peace.
Met Shihan, Kovan, Joyce, HM, Cheryl and Rach at Timbre last Fri night,
was my first time to Timbre and their duck pizza was so good!
We went to the Artshouse branch and their live band was surprisingly good, I prefer it to KPO.
It was a fun evening, meant to be a farewell for HM and Cheryl, as both are leaving HDB.
HDB... will never be the same again, as everyone slowly departs.
To me, it's a place that will forever be imprinted in my memories.
It was the place that let me meet lao ban and made some very good friends... and met B.
Yet, it was also the place that gave me so much pain and hurt.
I've somehow already moved on.
But, when I was uploading our photos/videos into my hard disk, I can't help but wonder... how could things go so wrong so fast?
What I've learnt, is that nothing is permanent and a lot of times, we only have that moment.
I've learnt to accept it but it's still something that I can't understand.
Maybe there's no need to either.
Was talking to Shihan last Fri, gosh I miss talking to him haha
He used to be like my philosophy teacher lol
Anw, he said that we are actually nothing in this huge world, at the end of the day.
Our family and maybe selected friends may rmb us, but besides that, we are just a tiny speck and won't even ruffle the dust of the earth as it continues on when we pass on.
If lucky, 90-100 years old? If not, just a short 70 - 80.
Everyone wants to feel impt and we are, but actually it's only to ourselves.
Made me wonder, if so, why are our egos so big?
Maybe it's only at certain moments of realisations, that we are aware our state of un-importance in the grand scheme of things.
And then after which, we go back to our self-absorbed ways.
I signed up for a women's gym recently.
Been going to exercise, hoping to make myself better and healthier for this year.
There's so many things I want to do - lose weight & become more toned, remove my braces, do PS....
It's a lot of money, but I'm also gonna learn how to be better at managing my finances this year.
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