今天是我失恋的第82天。
日子变了好多。。。因为疫情我们都在家工作。
应该很快外面都出不去了。
Seems like my head made a decision to move on, but heart is not relenting.
So, I asked him out on Mon for dinner and he agreed. But I can feel he totally does not care about me anymore and the distance between us is so wide now.
It doesn't do me any good because it's quite obvious he has moved on, I should too.
I still tear and cry about him sometimes, because I was so happy last year this time, I can't believe it's just 1 year and I am so miserable now.
Maybe all along I've put too much of my happiness in other people's hands, that when I'm all single and alone, idk how to be happy anymore.
Could be because of this social isolation right now too, the whole world feels like it is going into chaos.
2020 is such a good number for such a bad year.
I wish, I can go back to 2019. So far, the best year of my 28 years of life.
Holding on doesn't do me any good. So, if I do not meet anyone else who can make me love him like he did, I will just remain single.
Life is too short, be happily single ZY. You were for 24 years, what makes this different?
失恋第82天，我已经哭了6个月了。从他和我说不要孩子那刻起，我就开始哭。
差别在于，我现在不在别人面前哭了。我也不和朋友们聊起他。
但，我的心还是很痛。我希望时间能过快一点，把我的悲伤带走吧。
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