I wonder wats happening to me...
nowadays keep logging in n out of blogger...
1 sec i wanna type something...
the next i juz wanna keep everything inside myself...

i'm living for others right now...
can't even do the things tat i like...
keep getting councilled by my parents...
at the maths test yesterday...
i didn't do finish...
i didn't even think...
n juz sat there n cried...


i really hope to get over it...
but i can't...
i'm sooooo confused...
wif everything tat's happening...
perhaps i'm juz a shell that goes to sch everyday...
without my soul...
perhaps i'll be able to understand wats happening someday...
without going over the same routine again...