sometimes...
you'll only cherish things when you lose them...
i learnt that the hard way...
nt only once but twice...
i dun wanna make the same mistake thrice...
if possible i wanna everything to start again since primary two...


i will spend quality time wif you...
won't make you angry anymore...
won't command you to do anything...
n be the same bubbly gal tat you once knew...
i won't be so naive...
n make you hurt...

if possible...
i would have told you the truth...
but i didn't...
wif the intentions tat its for your own gd...


too late...
its too late for anything when it happened so suddenly...
too sudden...
i juz put down everything n flew bac...
without even knowing wat happened...
when i saw you lying there...
i couldn't cry...
everybody say i'm heartless...
but i was numb from the pain...
so numb tat i juz stood there while dad pushed me...


tat's pri 3...
but the same fate happened again...
this time...
i prayed so hard...
for a miracle to happen...
i shed so much tears...
juz to let you live...
but i am so useless...
the same thing happened the next morning...
you went to sleep...
n never to wake up again...
.
.
.
.

i juz wanna say sorry...
n to ask you all not to worry bout me...
i'll tide through all the problems tat comes my way...
n won't let down all your hopes on me...
i love you both...
forever n ever...