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Monday, October 26, 2009

The most tragic thing of all.

I think i'm slowly becoming the type of people i hate the most.
If you asked the old me then, i would have told you i hate people who are EXTREMELY result conscious.
It's like, their whole world revolves around getting an A.
Their only aim after being born into this world is getting that A.

I'm not saying they shouldn't aim for that A.
Yes, you should aim high in life.
However, when your whole world revolves around it,
you've exceeded the sign that shouts : ' DANGEROUS!!!'

You see, i think i'm becoming more and more of a perfectionist day by day.
I can't stand things not done in my way
or rather, i can't stand myself if i don't do things perfectly.
And i think, this is so irritating and tiring.
Now i know what miserable lives perfectionists live.

Being a perfectionist, i expect the best out of everything.
And obviously, results is included in the whole package as well.
So, i'm expecting more from my results day by day.

And now, expecting an A is ok.
But what i hate most about those result conscious people is how narrow-minded they are.
They don't care about others' feelings, they don't care about their surroundings, all they care about is that stupid grade on their exam scripts.
And by narrow-minded, i mean inconsiderate as well.

When they don't obtain an A/B, they whine and complain as if its the end of the world.
They can't and won't accept failures.
Look around them please, how many others have obtained worst grades than them?
Please, i'm not saying they can't be displeased by their result.
But do it quietly, be more considerate.

Another thing, due to their result conscious nature,
they hardly play around, the only conversation that you can make with them is about results.
It's so stressful to hang out with them.

So, i really don't want to become this type of people.
Goodness, no. =/

Receiving back promos results on wed.
My feelings now?
Like bubble tea.
Mixed and blended in a whirl.
The only difference?
I can't figure out what's the end product.

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