All things will pass

This will probably be the last post i'm writing in NZL.
I'm returning home this sunday, 27th October.
I had been so adamant on returning home, went to lengths for it.
But now that everything has been finalised, there's that tinge of sadness.
As much as i still long for home, i know this part of my life has came to an end.
And it's sad, because this exchange could have been better on so many accounts.

I've learnt, that people are mostly selfish.
Including me.
I've always had so much expectations from others, but i know unless the other person matters enough, no one will be willing to go the extra length for you.
Except for your family.
That's why, at the end of the day, i am glad i still have my family.
Or at least, my dad.

It's enough, at the end of the day, to have 1 person who cares.
That's not saying i am not going to accept others who come along.
But i just know there are limitations to how much one is willing to give to a passer-by.

So, thank you beautiful passerbys.
I have met so many this past 3 months.
Although there have been regrets, it has been enriching to know each and everyone.
Because there is always something worth learning from each and every experience.

New ZeaLand is beautiful, most of the people are beautiful too.
But, maybe it is just not the place for me.
So, thank you for the past 3 months.
Now, it's time for goodbye.
I will bring home only the fond memories and someday, i may come back. :)

Love,
Zhongyun