Growth

And so....
I've reached almost the end of my exchange.

The thing is, i've never felt so vulnerable and weak in my life before.
Except for the past few weeks.
I've learnt a lot from this experience.

1) Is to be dependent on no one but myself.
The truth is, people seldom care enough for another.
They are only there because you are of use to them - as a companion, or perhaps certain useful stuff.
Seldom, do people willingly help another.
It's sad, isn't it?
But, at the end of the day, there's no one for you but yourself.

2) How much my dad loves me
He worried so much for me...
How lucky i am to be born in this family.
I am blessed, really.

3) Not to judge so much.
Everybody has their worries and their problems...
I must try to be open-minded and receptive rather than judging easily.

I really don't want to go back to the old me.
The old immature, whiny and judgmental me.
So, take a step at a time.
Do one thing at a time.
Remind yourself daily yeah, not to judge, to be open-minded.
Not to be KPO, people do not need judgments but support.

Don't whine, just do.

Jiayou Zhongyun.
No matter what decision you make, just know i'll always be here for you.