i'm back from a 12 days trip to nanjing...
well...
what can i say??
it was so fun!!!! =D
time just passes by real fast for that 12 days...
i learnt a lot too...
n i know the harsh truth of reality...
first day-- 1st nov
woke up REAL early...
went downstairs n waited for val uncle car to fetch me to airport...
reached airport at bout 5.55 am??
juz 5 more mins and we would have been late...
however not alot of pple were there when we reached terminal 2...
we went through the usual procedures like check-in and everything...
then it was time to board the plane!! SQ 837...
me n val place were like real close??
juz one seat away...
so i changed place with zhiyang... [ thanx!!! ]
and sat wif val for the whole plane ride...
it was fun using the facilities on board...
n thinking of a GREAT way to sleep =X
lol...
once we reached nanjing...
our tour guide, kelly jie and some of the teachers and principal of nanjing 29 sec sch were there to fetch us...
kelly jie introduced herself on the bus and brought us to our hotel-- nanjing mandarin garden hotel...
coz the three of us-- val, joanne and me were sharing one room...
our room was a little bit cramped...
but it was cozy!!! =)
we went out for a late lunch to a KFC juz next to the hotel...
then we went fu zimiao to walk around and familiarize wif our surroundings...
most of us all tasted bing tang hu lu for the first time!!!
but i didn't really like the fruit...
it had sooooo many seeds...
i only liked the honey coating outside...
=X
we took a rest in the hotel...
bok and pam even taught me and val how to play ' scissors, paper, stone'...
val had alot of beginners luck!!!
while i lost and even had to do forfeit wif pam...
then we went for dinner which was oso around our hotel area...
so we walked there...
tasted yan shui ya for the first time...
it tasted quite ok la...
had conference in the hotel conference room...
were asked to rite the diary...
at least 300 words each nite!!!
but gradually got used to it...
and even became a routine in my life...
-- end of first day --
2nd day 2nd nov
woke up at 6am...
and had breakfast in the hotel restaurant...
today we have to go for lessons in nanjing 29 sec sch...
so cannot be late...
we had a brief introduction to the sch history before proceeding on for our first lesson and a grp lesson--geography...
to me, it seemed more of a tour lesson bout nanjing instead of geography...=X
and the students in the sch all treated us like 'aliens'...
kept crowding around the room...
and staring at us...
lol...
our buddies came and fetch us to go to our respective classes for lessons...
i ended up in the same class as kang jie, aaron and zhong han...
zhong han and aaron are juz temporarily coz their class was having exams...
our class was 1/1...
and they were having an eng lesson when we went...
they were teaching bout halloween and other festivals...
we joined in and the students and teachers kept asking us qs...
i didn't get to ans any of them...
coz i saboed the other 3 guys to go up...=X
after the eng lesson...
we went back downstairs and had lunch in the sch canteen before going sight-seeing...
we went to see zheng he boat in the afternoon...
there were alot of models...
but the one that left a deep impression was the biggest one...
it was sooooo big that we can even go up all levels and take a look...
but the stairs were quite steep though...
after that had dinner before goin back to hotel and having our conference...
everyone had to stand up and tok bout our day...
luckily my class have 4 pple...
then they all say finish before it was my turn...
so i only said one sentence...
lol...
-- end of 2nd day--
to be continued....
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
A long time have passed since i posted...
and i'm nt gonna post anytime soon after this...
coz end of year exams are coming...
Today went IMM after sch wif val and bok...
bought pples presents and then went to eat at SHIHLIN [ ahem... =X]
although all three of us ate different things...
all three things are soooo spicy...
after tat saw a vcd called " Identity "
and bok bought it...
at $5 only!!!
haha...
then we decided to go val house to watch it...
so went GIANT to buy crackers...
couldn't decide between fries, popcorn or juz crackers...
in the end bought Doritos...
Reached val house bout 30 mins later...
bok went into val room...
and saw this bolster lying on her bed in the MOST awkard position...
and later we realised wat happened...
there was no pillow in the middle...
NOTHING!
it was like so funny that i laughed the hardest i ever did this few days...
and then val demostrated how to bring back the 'Magical' pillow bac...
which made us laugh even harder...
LOL.
after that went into living room...
saw this really old and out-dated phone on the sofa...
i took it up and asked val if she uses it...
i had forgotten how the olden phones look like...=X
haha
val served us orange juice [THANx!!! =D]
and took up her bro's sunglasses...
she put it up and said she told her bro tat it looked like mosquitos eyes...
and it does look like =X
LOL.
Finally settled down to watch the movie...
it was so confusing by skipping from one part to another...
but it was quite exciting and thrilling...
AND you'll never expect the ending...
haha...
although i was soooo confused that i kept asking val and bok wat it toking bout...
and bok even have to explain it once again to me when we went home...
THANX ALOT!!! =D
spent an enjoyable day today...
and i haven laughed so hard in ages...
if only everyday is like tat...
won't my life be great??
AND u noe wat??
i dun care bout u anymore...
WhATEVER.
coz you are juz another stupid person passing through my life...
juz shut ur trap.
and i'm nt gonna post anytime soon after this...
coz end of year exams are coming...
Today went IMM after sch wif val and bok...
bought pples presents and then went to eat at SHIHLIN [ ahem... =X]
although all three of us ate different things...
all three things are soooo spicy...
after tat saw a vcd called " Identity "
and bok bought it...
at $5 only!!!
haha...
then we decided to go val house to watch it...
so went GIANT to buy crackers...
couldn't decide between fries, popcorn or juz crackers...
in the end bought Doritos...
Reached val house bout 30 mins later...
bok went into val room...
and saw this bolster lying on her bed in the MOST awkard position...
and later we realised wat happened...
there was no pillow in the middle...
NOTHING!
it was like so funny that i laughed the hardest i ever did this few days...
and then val demostrated how to bring back the 'Magical' pillow bac...
which made us laugh even harder...
LOL.
after that went into living room...
saw this really old and out-dated phone on the sofa...
i took it up and asked val if she uses it...
i had forgotten how the olden phones look like...=X
haha
val served us orange juice [THANx!!! =D]
and took up her bro's sunglasses...
she put it up and said she told her bro tat it looked like mosquitos eyes...
and it does look like =X
LOL.
Finally settled down to watch the movie...
it was so confusing by skipping from one part to another...
but it was quite exciting and thrilling...
AND you'll never expect the ending...
haha...
although i was soooo confused that i kept asking val and bok wat it toking bout...
and bok even have to explain it once again to me when we went home...
THANX ALOT!!! =D
spent an enjoyable day today...
and i haven laughed so hard in ages...
if only everyday is like tat...
won't my life be great??
AND u noe wat??
i dun care bout u anymore...
WhATEVER.
coz you are juz another stupid person passing through my life...
juz shut ur trap.
Saturday, September 2, 2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
~~ Quiz ~~
1. full name: Xu ZhongYun
2. name backwards: nuygnohz ux
3. were you named after someone: no
4. meaning of name: dunno
5. nickname: erm...
6. screen name: zhongyun
7. D.O.B: 27/5/92
8. place of birth: in china, shanghai... but dunno which hospital
9: nationality: bout to be singaporean...now PR
10. current location: master bedroom, in front of computer
11. star sign: Gemini
12. religion: free thinker
13. height: shorter than val =X
14. weight: 37-39
15. shoe size: 5-6
16. hair colour: black
17. eye colour: black
18. who do u look like: erm...people say i look more like my dad
19. innie or outtie: both
20. lefty or righty: righty
21. gay, straight, bi or others: !!! straight...
22. best friends: none
23. best friends i trust most: i said no best frenz le ma...
24. favourite pals: lots... esp the triplets... =D
25. best friend of opposite sex: my dad!!!!
26. best buddies: val, bok, pam, joanne n more...
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: both dun want...haha
28. crush: erm...dun have
29. parents: my mum n dad
30. worst enemy: myself
31. favourite online guy: ??
32. favourite online girl: val!!! haha
33.. ----- system off-----
34. craziest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
35. advice friend: lots leh...
36. loudest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
37. person you cry with: my bro?
38. any sisters: real or fake? fake is the triplets...
39. any brothers: my younger bro!!!
40. any pets: nope
41. any disease: none
42. pager: none...want oso cannot find nowadays le...haha
43. personal phone line: nope
44. cell phone: 8-------
45. lava lamp: dun have
46. pool or hot tub: both
47. a car: nope
48. your personality: dunno...
49. driving: dun have car how to drive?
50. car you want: beetle...cute n small
51. room: bedroom
52. whats missing: can't think of anything now...
53. school: yuhua, commonwealth
54. bed: ??
55. relationship with parents: now is the calm before the storm...
56. believe in myself: erm...i dunno leh
57. believe in love at first sight: yes
58. good listener: sort of?
59. get along well wif parents: should be... ya
60. save e-mail convos: no
61. pray: ya
62. believe in reincarnations: yes
63. make fun of people: yes... =X
64. like to talk on the phone: i can get a telephone bill of $100... so yep...
65. want to get married: erm... yes?
66. like to drive: no
67. motion sickness: on cars n boats but nt on buses n planes
68. eat stem of broccoli: yes
69. eat chicken with fork: sometimes
70. dream in colour: all blue!! n those pink tat are sooooo light...
71. type with your fingers on home role: ??
72. sleep with stuff animals: no... now i find them scary
73. next to you: window
74. on the walls of ur room: blue paint?
75. on ur mouse pad: no mouse pad
76. dream car: dunno
77. dream date: overseas... preferably australia... haha
78. dream honeymoon spot: Australia! =X
79. dream husband or wife: !!!
80. bed time: bout 10 - 12
81. under ur bed: another pull out bed
82. single most impt question: can't think of any now
83. bad time of the day: when i'm feeling sleepy
84. your worst fear: losing everything i have
85. the weather is: ?? its nite time how to see??
86. time: 8.22pm
87. date: 19/8/06
88. best trick did on someone: dunno
89. theme song: should have lots ba
90. hardest thing bout growing up: the fact that i'm growing up
91. funniest experience: lots...hahahaha
92. scariest experience: can't think of any now
93. silliest thing you have ever said: ?? forgot le
94. most desperate andfunniest thing i have ever done to get the opposite sex: i am not a despo...
95. scariest thing while u are wif ur frenz: the awkardness when you have nothing to tok bout
96. worst feeling: when i lose my frenz
97. best feeling in the world: being loved by frenz n family
98. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ!!!!
wanen
valerie
sitong
gina
josephine
siok hwee
sinlin
joanne
1. full name: Xu ZhongYun
2. name backwards: nuygnohz ux
3. were you named after someone: no
4. meaning of name: dunno
5. nickname: erm...
6. screen name: zhongyun
7. D.O.B: 27/5/92
8. place of birth: in china, shanghai... but dunno which hospital
9: nationality: bout to be singaporean...now PR
10. current location: master bedroom, in front of computer
11. star sign: Gemini
12. religion: free thinker
13. height: shorter than val =X
14. weight: 37-39
15. shoe size: 5-6
16. hair colour: black
17. eye colour: black
18. who do u look like: erm...people say i look more like my dad
19. innie or outtie: both
20. lefty or righty: righty
21. gay, straight, bi or others: !!! straight...
22. best friends: none
23. best friends i trust most: i said no best frenz le ma...
24. favourite pals: lots... esp the triplets... =D
25. best friend of opposite sex: my dad!!!!
26. best buddies: val, bok, pam, joanne n more...
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: both dun want...haha
28. crush: erm...dun have
29. parents: my mum n dad
30. worst enemy: myself
31. favourite online guy: ??
32. favourite online girl: val!!! haha
33.. ----- system off-----
34. craziest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
35. advice friend: lots leh...
36. loudest friend: VALerie Teo Huanlin
37. person you cry with: my bro?
38. any sisters: real or fake? fake is the triplets...
39. any brothers: my younger bro!!!
40. any pets: nope
41. any disease: none
42. pager: none...want oso cannot find nowadays le...haha
43. personal phone line: nope
44. cell phone: 8-------
45. lava lamp: dun have
46. pool or hot tub: both
47. a car: nope
48. your personality: dunno...
49. driving: dun have car how to drive?
50. car you want: beetle...cute n small
51. room: bedroom
52. whats missing: can't think of anything now...
53. school: yuhua, commonwealth
54. bed: ??
55. relationship with parents: now is the calm before the storm...
56. believe in myself: erm...i dunno leh
57. believe in love at first sight: yes
58. good listener: sort of?
59. get along well wif parents: should be... ya
60. save e-mail convos: no
61. pray: ya
62. believe in reincarnations: yes
63. make fun of people: yes... =X
64. like to talk on the phone: i can get a telephone bill of $100... so yep...
65. want to get married: erm... yes?
66. like to drive: no
67. motion sickness: on cars n boats but nt on buses n planes
68. eat stem of broccoli: yes
69. eat chicken with fork: sometimes
70. dream in colour: all blue!! n those pink tat are sooooo light...
71. type with your fingers on home role: ??
72. sleep with stuff animals: no... now i find them scary
73. next to you: window
74. on the walls of ur room: blue paint?
75. on ur mouse pad: no mouse pad
76. dream car: dunno
77. dream date: overseas... preferably australia... haha
78. dream honeymoon spot: Australia! =X
79. dream husband or wife: !!!
80. bed time: bout 10 - 12
81. under ur bed: another pull out bed
82. single most impt question: can't think of any now
83. bad time of the day: when i'm feeling sleepy
84. your worst fear: losing everything i have
85. the weather is: ?? its nite time how to see??
86. time: 8.22pm
87. date: 19/8/06
88. best trick did on someone: dunno
89. theme song: should have lots ba
90. hardest thing bout growing up: the fact that i'm growing up
91. funniest experience: lots...hahahaha
92. scariest experience: can't think of any now
93. silliest thing you have ever said: ?? forgot le
94. most desperate andfunniest thing i have ever done to get the opposite sex: i am not a despo...
95. scariest thing while u are wif ur frenz: the awkardness when you have nothing to tok bout
96. worst feeling: when i lose my frenz
97. best feeling in the world: being loved by frenz n family
98. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ!!!!
wanen
valerie
sitong
gina
josephine
siok hwee
sinlin
joanne
Saturday, August 5, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Val
i dunno wat else to say...
the only word tat pops up to my brain rite now...
is sorry
i'm sorry...
i noe i'm nt really a gd fren to u...
n i tend to say alot of things to others without thinking...
n without even realising tat i've juz spilled the beans bout something...
i make up excuses...
n seemed to be contradicting...
however...
i did nt treat u at all like a bloody fool...
nt in the past...
n will nt in the future too...
trust me on this...
juz once...
something is happening...
without the both of us realising it...
i can tell u this to ur face...
or through the phone...
however...
i chose to do it here...
partly coz of wanting to reply to tat post u did for me...
i dunno wat the future will be for us...
perhaps i'll do even more things to make u buay tahan me...
or maybe i'll forever disappear from ur life...
however...
i juz want to cherish the present...
the small hope tat i still carry...
tat things will be bac to the past again...
to the happy times we had...
thank you for being my friend...
n always there to cheer me up...
i loved those theories tat u will always share wif me...
n those news tat only the two of us will care so much bout in the past...
u still owes me tat 1 french fry!! xD
the french fry tat enabled us to become sisters...
i dunno wat else to say...
the only word tat pops up to my brain rite now...
is sorry
i'm sorry...
i noe i'm nt really a gd fren to u...
n i tend to say alot of things to others without thinking...
n without even realising tat i've juz spilled the beans bout something...
i make up excuses...
n seemed to be contradicting...
however...
i did nt treat u at all like a bloody fool...
nt in the past...
n will nt in the future too...
trust me on this...
juz once...
something is happening...
without the both of us realising it...
i can tell u this to ur face...
or through the phone...
however...
i chose to do it here...
partly coz of wanting to reply to tat post u did for me...
i dunno wat the future will be for us...
perhaps i'll do even more things to make u buay tahan me...
or maybe i'll forever disappear from ur life...
however...
i juz want to cherish the present...
the small hope tat i still carry...
tat things will be bac to the past again...
to the happy times we had...
thank you for being my friend...
n always there to cheer me up...
i loved those theories tat u will always share wif me...
n those news tat only the two of us will care so much bout in the past...
u still owes me tat 1 french fry!! xD
the french fry tat enabled us to become sisters...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
life is full of misery
u noe y??
coz we can't take stress...
we are too pampered by our family...
if life can be much simpler...
without stress of life...
will tat be perfect??
i dun desire for much...
juz let me be happy...
n let me not to be alone again...
the feeling of being alone is really really scary...
n i can't take it anymore...
i believe all this will be over...
but when??
i hope the storm will be over soon...
n let me see the light again...
u noe y??
coz we can't take stress...
we are too pampered by our family...
if life can be much simpler...
without stress of life...
will tat be perfect??
i dun desire for much...
juz let me be happy...
n let me not to be alone again...
the feeling of being alone is really really scary...
n i can't take it anymore...
i believe all this will be over...
but when??
i hope the storm will be over soon...
n let me see the light again...
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
'the calm before the storm'
as said by wanen...
i miss my childhood
it was so magical
so so magical
all until...
tat wicked witch took it all away...
i had lost the love of my family
all tat i had ever wanted to have
the wicked witch wrecked my childhood
in a way i never ever would have imagined
n now it had followed me to my teens...
when will it stop following me???
or will it be a curse tat lasts forever??
i hope tat the storm will end sooner...
n let me see the grass at the other side again...
as said by wanen...
i miss my childhood
it was so magical
so so magical
all until...
tat wicked witch took it all away...
i had lost the love of my family
all tat i had ever wanted to have
the wicked witch wrecked my childhood
in a way i never ever would have imagined
n now it had followed me to my teens...
when will it stop following me???
or will it be a curse tat lasts forever??
i hope tat the storm will end sooner...
n let me see the grass at the other side again...
Saturday, June 17, 2006
i'm back from camp...
n all i can think of now is how tired i am...
DAY 1
gathered in the hall for briefing n grouping...
then had our modern dance: street jazz...
it was quite fun...
but difficult too...
then we took the bus n went to the changi chalet...
settled into our rooms...
the sec.1 n sec.2 share one room...
it was REALLY cramped!!!
had dinner...
then some of us went to the beach...
we took photos n throw stones...
then we went back n had our team building games...
after that we had our bbq...
it was NICE!!!
queued up to bathe after tat..
i muz say sorry to the seniors coz it is our fault too...
then it was sleeping time...
although it didn't ended up so well n i slept for less then 2 hours...
DAY 2
woke up at around 7.30am...
only the sec 2 n sec 1 were awake...
we were eating breakfast when the seniors awoke too...
then the sec 2 n sec 1 went for their uphill walk...
it was sooooo tiring...
lol...
then we took the bus back to sch...
had the handing over ceremony...
dance practice...
then rushed hm to bathe n meet val for bbq...
went to val guitar teacher house for bbq...
we played games in the ktv room...
it was fun n funny coz of their four-feets...
lol...
then michelle led a discussion wif us...
what's ur driving force in life??
there are three things tat we muz never, EVER make it our driving force...
1.fear
2. the love for money
3. the need to please others
coz they will not help us but only hinder our way...
then wat muz be our driving force in life??
purpose
our purpose in life...
i find it all very motivating...
then me n val enjoyed the bbq...
val even met someone there...
however...
i had to go hm first...
so in the end me n val left before the water games...
although by tat time it was already 9 something pm...
hope to have more such gatherings n we can oso meet new frenz...
gtg...
signing off...
n all i can think of now is how tired i am...
DAY 1
gathered in the hall for briefing n grouping...
then had our modern dance: street jazz...
it was quite fun...
but difficult too...
then we took the bus n went to the changi chalet...
settled into our rooms...
the sec.1 n sec.2 share one room...
it was REALLY cramped!!!
had dinner...
then some of us went to the beach...
we took photos n throw stones...
then we went back n had our team building games...
after that we had our bbq...
it was NICE!!!
queued up to bathe after tat..
i muz say sorry to the seniors coz it is our fault too...
then it was sleeping time...
although it didn't ended up so well n i slept for less then 2 hours...
DAY 2
woke up at around 7.30am...
only the sec 2 n sec 1 were awake...
we were eating breakfast when the seniors awoke too...
then the sec 2 n sec 1 went for their uphill walk...
it was sooooo tiring...
lol...
then we took the bus back to sch...
had the handing over ceremony...
dance practice...
then rushed hm to bathe n meet val for bbq...
went to val guitar teacher house for bbq...
we played games in the ktv room...
it was fun n funny coz of their four-feets...
lol...
then michelle led a discussion wif us...
what's ur driving force in life??
there are three things tat we muz never, EVER make it our driving force...
1.fear
2. the love for money
3. the need to please others
coz they will not help us but only hinder our way...
then wat muz be our driving force in life??
purpose
our purpose in life...
i find it all very motivating...
then me n val enjoyed the bbq...
val even met someone there...
however...
i had to go hm first...
so in the end me n val left before the water games...
although by tat time it was already 9 something pm...
hope to have more such gatherings n we can oso meet new frenz...
gtg...
signing off...
Friday, June 9, 2006
THE OMEN 666
went to watch it on 06/06/06...
but no time to rite until today...
lol...
a huge group of us went bugis to watch!!!!
chilanan, ah fat, val, pamper, wanen, nas, del n me!!!
the movie was ok...
but chilanan was REALLY funny...
coz there are quite alot of scenes tat will make u jump...
at the first scene...
chilanan actually SCREAMED!!!
lol...
she was the only one who screamed her head off...
it was soooo funny tat me n nas can't stop laughing...
then it happened the second time again...
at the second jump scene...
lol...
i quite liked the Seamus Davey-Fitzpatrick who acted as damien...
3C's to describe him...
Creepy, Cool n Cute...
lol...
After the movie...
the rest all went hm except for me,del n nas...
went to take neos...
lol...
quite fun la...=D
YESTERDAY 08/06/06
went to sand storm wif val to cut hair...
OMG...
we actually took 1 whole hour...
although val ended earlier then me...
well...
wat can i say??
the hairstyle for both of us changed...
erm...
let's juz wait till sch reopens ba...
lol...
signing off...
went to watch it on 06/06/06...
but no time to rite until today...
lol...
a huge group of us went bugis to watch!!!!
chilanan, ah fat, val, pamper, wanen, nas, del n me!!!
the movie was ok...
but chilanan was REALLY funny...
coz there are quite alot of scenes tat will make u jump...
at the first scene...
chilanan actually SCREAMED!!!
lol...
she was the only one who screamed her head off...
it was soooo funny tat me n nas can't stop laughing...
then it happened the second time again...
at the second jump scene...
lol...
i quite liked the Seamus Davey-Fitzpatrick who acted as damien...
3C's to describe him...
Creepy, Cool n Cute...
lol...
After the movie...
the rest all went hm except for me,del n nas...
went to take neos...
lol...
quite fun la...=D
YESTERDAY 08/06/06
went to sand storm wif val to cut hair...
OMG...
we actually took 1 whole hour...
although val ended earlier then me...
well...
wat can i say??
the hairstyle for both of us changed...
erm...
let's juz wait till sch reopens ba...
lol...
signing off...
Monday, June 5, 2006
I HATE this pathetic life that i have...
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oh wait...
i dun even have a life!!!!
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i need to get a LIFE!!!
erm...
nw in the com lab...
dunno doing what la...
but everybody like so fan like tat...
soooo looking forward to the trip tomorrow...
but i scared pple will disappoint me...
ah fat!!!!
you better go har!!!
val too!!!
or else there will be less laughter le...
hmm...
gtg...
ar bok n eunice want to go home le...
bb
Friday, June 2, 2006
Did i make the wrong choice??
i dunno...
i really dunno...
sometimes i feel like i'm in this little bubble...
all alone by myself...
although i am surrounded by pple...
you once told me frenz r nt forever...
i totally agreed...
but i guess some part inside me...
i still hoped to have a fren tat understands n dun juz take me for granted...
i dunno y...
perhaps i'm born to be a loser...
to be someone easily bullied n under the control of everybody...
i do everything tat pple ask me to do...
perhaps this is also coz of my indecisiveness...
n juz for once...
i decided to make my own decision...
n listened to my parents...
who told me my frenz will understand...
they did...
but yet.........
nothing seemed to change...
n yet.....
things will never be the same again...
i dunno...
i really dunno...
sometimes i feel like i'm in this little bubble...
all alone by myself...
although i am surrounded by pple...
you once told me frenz r nt forever...
i totally agreed...
but i guess some part inside me...
i still hoped to have a fren tat understands n dun juz take me for granted...
i dunno y...
perhaps i'm born to be a loser...
to be someone easily bullied n under the control of everybody...
i do everything tat pple ask me to do...
perhaps this is also coz of my indecisiveness...
n juz for once...
i decided to make my own decision...
n listened to my parents...
who told me my frenz will understand...
they did...
but yet.........
nothing seemed to change...
n yet.....
things will never be the same again...
Friday, May 26, 2006
heehee...
looooong time never post le...
decided to blog again...
Had our annual cross- country today...
so tiring...
ran halfway saw a 2/4 gal nt feeling well [ later on i got to noe tat her name is shuqi]
so i decided to walk wif her all the way to the finish line...
in the end got to be last gal from 2/2...
but at least i got to noe a new friend...=D
after tat went Jurong Point with val, nas, jose, del, lois, jia qiang n shai hoew[ i hope i didn't miss out any names...]
went to eat long john...
val, jia qiang n shai hoew went hm after tat...
the rest of us wandered around there...
then we saw chilanan n ah fat...
n the group separated...
me, wanen n ah fat one group...
the rest wif chilanan...
so funny...still rmb the spaghetti??
lol...
after tat me, chilanan, ah fat, nas n wanen decided to watch x-men 3: the last stand!!!
but jurong point do not have any good seats left...
so we went all the way to jurong entertainment...
i paid for ah fat first while chilanan paid for nas...
chilanan even paid for the drink...
Thanx!! =D
OH MY GOD!!!
the movie was like so COOL!!!
i just simply LOVE it!!!
who haven watch i'll advice you to watch or else you'll be missing out...
but i juz can't figure out the ending...
nvm...
Oh yah!!!
i want to be warren the angel...
can fly...
lol...
a few more hours to my birthday...
a BIG thanks to everyone for giving me presents!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! =D
looooong time never post le...
decided to blog again...
Had our annual cross- country today...
so tiring...
ran halfway saw a 2/4 gal nt feeling well [ later on i got to noe tat her name is shuqi]
so i decided to walk wif her all the way to the finish line...
in the end got to be last gal from 2/2...
but at least i got to noe a new friend...=D
after tat went Jurong Point with val, nas, jose, del, lois, jia qiang n shai hoew[ i hope i didn't miss out any names...]
went to eat long john...
val, jia qiang n shai hoew went hm after tat...
the rest of us wandered around there...
then we saw chilanan n ah fat...
n the group separated...
me, wanen n ah fat one group...
the rest wif chilanan...
so funny...still rmb the spaghetti??
lol...
after tat me, chilanan, ah fat, nas n wanen decided to watch x-men 3: the last stand!!!
but jurong point do not have any good seats left...
so we went all the way to jurong entertainment...
i paid for ah fat first while chilanan paid for nas...
chilanan even paid for the drink...
Thanx!! =D
OH MY GOD!!!
the movie was like so COOL!!!
i just simply LOVE it!!!
who haven watch i'll advice you to watch or else you'll be missing out...
but i juz can't figure out the ending...
nvm...
Oh yah!!!
i want to be warren the angel...
can fly...
lol...
a few more hours to my birthday...
a BIG thanks to everyone for giving me presents!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! =D
INSTRUCTIONS1.The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.2.Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.3.Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a ccomment at their blogs.4.If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this again5.The most important rule: have fun doing it.
QUALITIES
1) Humourous...[in other words, able to make me laugh]
2) kind and caring...
3) NO 'da nan ren zhu yi'...
4) a GUY please...
5) love me for who i am...
6) do NOT always give in to me...
7) able to take jokes...
8) do NOT only look at the outer beauty but inner too...=D
heehee...
got tagged but i dunno who to tag next...
hmm...
leave it to next time then...
let me think it over first...
QUALITIES
1) Humourous...[in other words, able to make me laugh]
2) kind and caring...
3) NO 'da nan ren zhu yi'...
4) a GUY please...
5) love me for who i am...
6) do NOT always give in to me...
7) able to take jokes...
8) do NOT only look at the outer beauty but inner too...=D
heehee...
got tagged but i dunno who to tag next...
hmm...
leave it to next time then...
let me think it over first...
Friday, April 7, 2006
erm...
nowadays very fan...
fan wif myself...
for being so busybody over that thing...
it doesn't even concern me...
nvm...
shouldn't talk bout it...
today no cca...
i wonder y???
so went jurong point to eat wif ah siok n val...
ah siok like a mum to us...
keep jia meat n vegetable to give us...
so we agree that ah siok is our mum...
lol...
after that...
went shopping...
but half way through...
ah siok aka mum 3 [ my mum 1 is my real mum... mum 2 is wan en] have to go home...
so only left me n val...
we went popular after cards n such...
tat's when val decided to look for the click 5 album tat she longed for...
when we can't find it...
she said tat we can only buy it from HMV
HMV?? Aids??
we laughed for a long time...
val corrected herself tat it's HVM...
tat's when i decided to break the news to val...
" Aids is HIV not HMV..."
Val started laughing again...
lol...
ar bok called us to ask wat r tested for sci ct...
i told her...
" digestion...Aids..."
lol...
me n val started laughing again...
went library after tat...
then went val home...
we went to a supermarket on the way there...
n val heard a uncle say " use mango to rub leg..."
???
wat the uncle toking bout??
n we started laughing non- stop...
ahahahahahahaha...
went val home...
was flipping through her magazines...
learing to play guitar...
n i learnt how to play one song!!!
but very nan ting...
coz very difficult ma...
i pluck until hand so pain...
guess i cannot learn how to play guitar??
val was trying to repair her phone after tat...
i thought wat she was doing wif the cable in one corner...
when she suddenly turned around and picked up the phone...
saying" du,du,du..."
i laughed until my stomach want to burst...
then later val explained she wanted to hear the du,du,du sound in the phone...
aahahahahahaha...
when going home...
val brought me to the bus stop...
then she suddenly went up the patch of grass n did the mr bean move...
i laugh like a siao zha bo...
then she said she doing foot massage...
lol...
waited for the bus for a long time...
but eventually reached home at 8 something...
gotta go le...
bb
nowadays very fan...
fan wif myself...
for being so busybody over that thing...
it doesn't even concern me...
nvm...
shouldn't talk bout it...
today no cca...
i wonder y???
so went jurong point to eat wif ah siok n val...
ah siok like a mum to us...
keep jia meat n vegetable to give us...
so we agree that ah siok is our mum...
lol...
after that...
went shopping...
but half way through...
ah siok aka mum 3 [ my mum 1 is my real mum... mum 2 is wan en] have to go home...
so only left me n val...
we went popular after cards n such...
tat's when val decided to look for the click 5 album tat she longed for...
when we can't find it...
she said tat we can only buy it from HMV
HMV?? Aids??
we laughed for a long time...
val corrected herself tat it's HVM...
tat's when i decided to break the news to val...
" Aids is HIV not HMV..."
Val started laughing again...
lol...
ar bok called us to ask wat r tested for sci ct...
i told her...
" digestion...Aids..."
lol...
me n val started laughing again...
went library after tat...
then went val home...
we went to a supermarket on the way there...
n val heard a uncle say " use mango to rub leg..."
???
wat the uncle toking bout??
n we started laughing non- stop...
ahahahahahahaha...
went val home...
was flipping through her magazines...
learing to play guitar...
n i learnt how to play one song!!!
but very nan ting...
coz very difficult ma...
i pluck until hand so pain...
guess i cannot learn how to play guitar??
val was trying to repair her phone after tat...
i thought wat she was doing wif the cable in one corner...
when she suddenly turned around and picked up the phone...
saying" du,du,du..."
i laughed until my stomach want to burst...
then later val explained she wanted to hear the du,du,du sound in the phone...
aahahahahahaha...
when going home...
val brought me to the bus stop...
then she suddenly went up the patch of grass n did the mr bean move...
i laugh like a siao zha bo...
then she said she doing foot massage...
lol...
waited for the bus for a long time...
but eventually reached home at 8 something...
gotta go le...
bb
Friday, March 17, 2006
sometimes...
you'll only cherish things when you lose them...
i learnt that the hard way...
nt only once but twice...
i dun wanna make the same mistake thrice...
if possible i wanna everything to start again since primary two...
i will spend quality time wif you...
won't make you angry anymore...
won't command you to do anything...
n be the same bubbly gal tat you once knew...
i won't be so naive...
n make you hurt...
if possible...
i would have told you the truth...
but i didn't...
wif the intentions tat its for your own gd...
too late...
its too late for anything when it happened so suddenly...
too sudden...
i juz put down everything n flew bac...
without even knowing wat happened...
when i saw you lying there...
i couldn't cry...
everybody say i'm heartless...
but i was numb from the pain...
so numb tat i juz stood there while dad pushed me...
tat's pri 3...
but the same fate happened again...
this time...
i prayed so hard...
for a miracle to happen...
i shed so much tears...
juz to let you live...
but i am so useless...
the same thing happened the next morning...
you went to sleep...
n never to wake up again...
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i juz wanna say sorry...
n to ask you all not to worry bout me...
i'll tide through all the problems tat comes my way...
n won't let down all your hopes on me...
i love you both...
forever n ever...
you'll only cherish things when you lose them...
i learnt that the hard way...
nt only once but twice...
i dun wanna make the same mistake thrice...
if possible i wanna everything to start again since primary two...
i will spend quality time wif you...
won't make you angry anymore...
won't command you to do anything...
n be the same bubbly gal tat you once knew...
i won't be so naive...
n make you hurt...
if possible...
i would have told you the truth...
but i didn't...
wif the intentions tat its for your own gd...
too late...
its too late for anything when it happened so suddenly...
too sudden...
i juz put down everything n flew bac...
without even knowing wat happened...
when i saw you lying there...
i couldn't cry...
everybody say i'm heartless...
but i was numb from the pain...
so numb tat i juz stood there while dad pushed me...
tat's pri 3...
but the same fate happened again...
this time...
i prayed so hard...
for a miracle to happen...
i shed so much tears...
juz to let you live...
but i am so useless...
the same thing happened the next morning...
you went to sleep...
n never to wake up again...
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i juz wanna say sorry...
n to ask you all not to worry bout me...
i'll tide through all the problems tat comes my way...
n won't let down all your hopes on me...
i love you both...
forever n ever...
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
perhaps i shouldn't think too much...
perhaps i should juz live the way i want...
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went joanne's condo today...
sooo fun...
we went westmall first to meet val n also to buy something...
then we went joanne condo...
did a little bit of homework...
then we went swimming!!!
swim from 3 something to 6 something!!!
then went steam room...
so stuffy!!!
but cool...
joanne was counting how long me n val took to bathe...
though val came out first...
but she went in first...
lol...
then ate joanne's mee...
so spicy!!!
caused me to drink sooo much water...
lol...
on the way back...
val recorded down how she sing...
it was soooo stupid...
n when she heard how she sing...
she can't stop laughing...
all the pple on the bus were looking at her...
she's that crazy!!!
somemore force me...
say i muz sing too...
lol...
gtg...
bb...
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perhaps someday when i wake up...
it will all be juz a nightmare...
perhaps i should juz live the way i want...
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went joanne's condo today...
sooo fun...
we went westmall first to meet val n also to buy something...
then we went joanne condo...
did a little bit of homework...
then we went swimming!!!
swim from 3 something to 6 something!!!
then went steam room...
so stuffy!!!
but cool...
joanne was counting how long me n val took to bathe...
though val came out first...
but she went in first...
lol...
then ate joanne's mee...
so spicy!!!
caused me to drink sooo much water...
lol...
on the way back...
val recorded down how she sing...
it was soooo stupid...
n when she heard how she sing...
she can't stop laughing...
all the pple on the bus were looking at her...
she's that crazy!!!
somemore force me...
say i muz sing too...
lol...
gtg...
bb...
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.
perhaps someday when i wake up...
it will all be juz a nightmare...
Tuesday, March 7, 2006
I wonder wats happening to me...
nowadays keep logging in n out of blogger...
1 sec i wanna type something...
the next i juz wanna keep everything inside myself...
i'm living for others right now...
can't even do the things tat i like...
keep getting councilled by my parents...
at the maths test yesterday...
i didn't do finish...
i didn't even think...
n juz sat there n cried...
i really hope to get over it...
but i can't...
i'm sooooo confused...
wif everything tat's happening...
perhaps i'm juz a shell that goes to sch everyday...
without my soul...
perhaps i'll be able to understand wats happening someday...
without going over the same routine again...
nowadays keep logging in n out of blogger...
1 sec i wanna type something...
the next i juz wanna keep everything inside myself...
i'm living for others right now...
can't even do the things tat i like...
keep getting councilled by my parents...
at the maths test yesterday...
i didn't do finish...
i didn't even think...
n juz sat there n cried...
i really hope to get over it...
but i can't...
i'm sooooo confused...
wif everything tat's happening...
perhaps i'm juz a shell that goes to sch everyday...
without my soul...
perhaps i'll be able to understand wats happening someday...
without going over the same routine again...
Friday, January 27, 2006
long time never post le...
actually juz wanna abandon this blog...
n anyway...
oso nobody come n see le wat...
nvm..
i type to myself...
lolzz...
nothing much happened...
juz that sch reopened...
n caleb got transferred to hwa chong...
really weird without him in class...
coz he's always the clown...
nowadays the class soooo quiet!!
still remembered the broom fight that val n caleb had last year...
it was hilarious!!!
hahahaha...
oh yah...
i changed places wif lois :x
stupid lah!!
the teacher say wat me n nas too noisy...
then muz change place...
now i still not used to it...
keep looking at nas there...
coz sitting at shiok hwee place there so quiet...
i nt happy!!!
nowadays...
have quite alot of frendship problems...
i oso dunno y...
some pple kept complaining bout others...
wat always show a pitiful face...(when she oso showed)
have attitude problem...(she have more then us)
also dun understand y she have sooooo many things to complain...
I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
stupid, mad, lame YOU!!!
also had the NYAA camp...
so sian one loh...
the three days passed by ultra fast...
lame...
i hate camps!!!
going to be chi new year the day after...
other pple r looking forward to it but i'm nt...
no way when i can't go n bai nian...
i counted how many years i never bai nian le...
n it came to a total of 8 YEARS!!!
can u believe it??
i can't...
someday...
or someway...
i hope that i can fly to china to celebrate...
sigh...
Daddy went to watch the movie "memoirs of a geisha"
i'm supposed to go...
but i too lazy wat...
now i'm regreting it...
stay at home also nothing to do...
plus i dun wanna do hw...
I DON"T WANT!!
syahida aka da ji...
u are suppose to buy for me the bk " memoirs of a geisha"...
juz recording it here so that i can have evidence when she denies it...
muhahaha...
if u don't...
then u'll noe wat happens...
I WANT THE BK!!!
then i'll give u a birthday present too...
update next time...
bb...
actually juz wanna abandon this blog...
n anyway...
oso nobody come n see le wat...
nvm..
i type to myself...
lolzz...
nothing much happened...
juz that sch reopened...
n caleb got transferred to hwa chong...
really weird without him in class...
coz he's always the clown...
nowadays the class soooo quiet!!
still remembered the broom fight that val n caleb had last year...
it was hilarious!!!
hahahaha...
oh yah...
i changed places wif lois :x
stupid lah!!
the teacher say wat me n nas too noisy...
then muz change place...
now i still not used to it...
keep looking at nas there...
coz sitting at shiok hwee place there so quiet...
i nt happy!!!
nowadays...
have quite alot of frendship problems...
i oso dunno y...
some pple kept complaining bout others...
wat always show a pitiful face...(when she oso showed)
have attitude problem...(she have more then us)
also dun understand y she have sooooo many things to complain...
I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
stupid, mad, lame YOU!!!
also had the NYAA camp...
so sian one loh...
the three days passed by ultra fast...
lame...
i hate camps!!!
going to be chi new year the day after...
other pple r looking forward to it but i'm nt...
no way when i can't go n bai nian...
i counted how many years i never bai nian le...
n it came to a total of 8 YEARS!!!
can u believe it??
i can't...
someday...
or someway...
i hope that i can fly to china to celebrate...
sigh...
Daddy went to watch the movie "memoirs of a geisha"
i'm supposed to go...
but i too lazy wat...
now i'm regreting it...
stay at home also nothing to do...
plus i dun wanna do hw...
I DON"T WANT!!
syahida aka da ji...
u are suppose to buy for me the bk " memoirs of a geisha"...
juz recording it here so that i can have evidence when she denies it...
muhahaha...
if u don't...
then u'll noe wat happens...
I WANT THE BK!!!
then i'll give u a birthday present too...
update next time...
bb...
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