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Today, i did something crazy, something i never thought i'll do in a million years.

And it all began only yesterday, with a dermatologist trip which i initially wanted to delay again.

Anw, to cut the long story short, i met this cute pharmacist at the pharmacy who dispensed my medicine.

And i think it was love at first sight.

HAHAHA omg, that sound so cheesy, ok maybe not love but like.

I really liked him a lot, i dunno why and how but it just happened.

When i walked out of the pharmacy, i realised i didn't take down his name.

And i was already at the MRT gate when i decided to turn back to the pharmacy.

That was the first crazy thing i did.

When i went home, i couldn't stop thinking about him. =x

So i tried to facestalk him but to no avail.

Hmm... so today, i purposely went to the pharmacy again

And val went with me to encourage me on.

I didn't even know what i was supposed to do and i was quite scared.

Almost backed out at the last min but eventually, i mastered the courage to walk up to him and gave him my email in front of freaking everybody in the counter and patients waiting for their med.

OMG.

I was so embarrassed i just muttered some words: 'Can we be friends? Add me on FB BYE!!' and i ran.

LOL

I literally ran out the pharmacy door before i dared to breathe.

I didn't even see his reaction.

But, i am really glad i did it.

I think i'll rather live with a rejection (he doesn't add me on fb/he has a gf) than regret not having gave it a shot.

Today is really the last chance as finals is around the corner and i won't have another chance to go back to sch or the pharmacy.

Maybe it's infatuation? I'm also not sure how i feel, but like i'm telling myself now - no expectations.

I did what i could, i tried, everything else leave it to fate.

HAHAHA

Just felt like recording it down.

20 years old, 18th April 2013.

:)

Update:
Oh well. I don't think he'll contact me.
Now thinking back, my action seem way too much... if it's me and a random stranger come up to me like that, i'll be traumatized too.
Nvm, at least i tried.
I think courage matters a lot in life, i'm glad i mastered up the courage yeah.

Jiayou for finals!!
Till then ~~