It's comforting whenever i log into this space
Maybe because it's like a secret diary, which i guess no one will ever realise its existence.
This days, i've been feeling very empty and i have no idea why.
There's absolutely nth wrong with my life, perhaps i'll even say everything's going right, except everything's not right.
On the surface, i really find my life good, material wise and i'm very grateful for everything i have.
But i just have this emptiness within, which i can't seem to fill it up.
Maybe it's because of the lack of emotional closeness with others.
I always thought i'm comfortable being alone by myself, but perhaps i'm not as independent as i thought.
Oh well.
Maybe it's coz of an overwhelming lack of confidence.
I used to think i'm ok looking, but recently, i just feel downright ugly.
There, i've said it.
Looks - Nah. Brains - Neither here nor there. Street Smart - Nil. Boyfriend - X
What do i have?
I'm born lucky, in a rather well to do family.
But i couldn't possibly rely on my family forever.
Planned my 21st gathering at Safra.
And what do i get? A straight out rejection when i've already tried my best to accommodate.
Yeah, people always disappoints, esp when you have expectations of them.
I don't even like nutella.
Last stretch.
Till finals end~
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