不是我不明白

Finally, I'm finally feeling much much better (although still coughing my lungs out), but in comparison to last week, this is an improvement.
Last week, I was coughing so badly during my meeting with my DD that he felt so bad for me he kept asking me to drink hot water, so nice of him!
And I had a 2hours orientation with him because he wouldn't be in the office on the day I start: 26 Oct.
Omg, can't believe I will be a full fledged working adult in 2 weeks time.
Not sure if I'm mentally (& emotionally) ready, but I hope for the best.

Spent wed at NMS for Grace's group real run and it was a success! TATA.
Then spent the evening with JL, watched Hotel Transylvania 2, forgot what 1 was about but 2 was quite funny, only I was pretty sick, couldn't enjoy it as much.
Spent Fri with Heng, SHOPPING.
Using her credit card hahaha, i'm on credit too.
Then met the history gang for grace bday dinz at night and catching up, although it was a pretty short catchup, it was nice seeing each other again.
I'm really really glad most of the history people are employed and is really a mixture of organisations, although 80% are in public sector and just a handful in private.
But it really shows that a history degree doesn't limit your possible career paths, as long as you are realistic and passionate about them.
Really really happy for all of us, and who knows where we will be 5 or 10 years down the road?

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茹:不是我不明白

這樣並不算太壞

懂得愛 說來無奈

來自對你虧待 沒刻意掩埋

沒對他坦白 你還在

不是我不明白，只是还没接受。
也许，我太固执了，一直想要控制一切。
但，成长的一部分就是发现世上有太多无法控制的事，特别是人与人之间的感情。
看淡了，平常心，让自己开心点吧。
我的那个他，还要等多久呢？