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Tuesday, February 18, 2020

思念是一种病 (ii)

以为最难的那坎已经过了
但是,却是一碰就碎的自我安慰。。。
失恋真的好痛苦,觉得我最恨的敌人我都不希望发生在他/她身上。

Watched this video, and it says if you really miss someone, write out what you wish to tell him about
So, here I am haha
I went Grey for a meeting this afternoon and after the meeting, I had such a strong urge to ask him out for dinner
Only to realise he is no longer mine and our lives no longer intertwine.

Maybe it's because there's distance, now that I can see clearer, all I can focus on are his good points.
And how magical it was when we started...
Good memories are really the bane when a relationship ends zzzzz

I just have to remind myself, to put things into perspective.
That he stopped loving me, he was emotionless, the person I fell in love with was just a facade he put up.
The real him was not who he was, and not someone I can accept.
He didn't want kids, we do not have a similar future ahead.  And there never was a 'us'.

So no matter how badly you miss him, do not text, do not contact, do not ask him out.
Today, you did well ZY.  3 claps for you.

I miss you. 

Tmr, you will do better :)

Jiayou!

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