I've received your message.
And it's so courteous, so strange, so cold.
As if we are strangers, which i guess we've resolved ourselves to be now.


Nostalgic memories overwhelm me with every single activity i do.
My music playlist is filled with songs brings back memories:
Natalie- Love you so: the song that we were both so mad over in sec.2, and you sent it to me.
触电：The song that i love to tease you about.
Six minutes, tongue-tied, I do(cherish you) etc. The songs you loved.

When i go JP, JEC or even at home,
i'm reminded of the things we used to do together.
You've occupied all aspects of my life.

Letting go is never easy,
but with so many memories,
it's tougher than anything.

Refusing change does not recapture the past, it loses the future.
No matter how many heartaches i have to endure, how much tears that will flow.
I will get over it, and move on.
That's what everybody do, because life still continues no matter what happens.

Still, i deny jessica's remarks as right.
I do care about this friendship, it's just the many hurdles and falls made both of us tired.
I do care, it's just i do not know how to express it out any longer.
And it's a 2 parties approach as well.

Eternity was not ours afterall,
and i think it will never be mine.
Even now, i do not know how to keep in touch with others.
I'm sad, at how fast things changes.
At a rate that i can barely keep up.


More introvert than ever, sometimes i do not even see the need to talk to others.
And i've decided, no matter what happens, i'm gonna live happily, even if alone.
When i need encouragements, i shall encourage myself on.
I need to decrease my dependence on others.


It's really the end,
你已变成，我最熟悉的陌生人。