Solitude, my new best friend.
Have been going to sch and home by myself this few days.
I dun mind going sch myself, i even enjoy it coz im not in the best of mood in the morning to engage in a conversation.
However, the journey home alone is pretty torturous.
Especially with my overactive brain where i can't stop thinking.

Thinking about what?
I'm not exactly sure myself.
About sch, my screwed up life etc etc.
I can't figure out what's wrong with me, why can't i keep friends?
It's like no one can be long lasting with me.
You will never know how much i hope for eternity friendship.
But somehow, one way or another, things always don't work out right.

So, i'm not gonna be hard on things now.
Just go with the flow.
On a happier note, i pretty much enjoyed sch on the whole today.
And i have no idea why.
LOL.
Today is just like any other normal sch day.

I've decided to do things which i presume as right,
instead of following others.
So with that, i'm going for guzheng prac. on thurs.
No matter who's going or not going.
Just have to go home alone i guess, at 8pm.

It's not like i've never done this before.
I enter the world alone, eventually i leave the world alone as well.
Just have to get used to this solitude.
Afterall, i still have myself always.
:]